Sometimes I wonder [what we'd be today]

[kapersx0x]

Wow I never update this thing. I guess I must just be cool like that or something. I just haven't really been in the mood here lately. It's been an interesting few weeks though. I've realized a lot of things and decided a lot of things. I've also decided that I'm not going to get all discouraged when I have another failed relationship. I know that God has something so much better in store for me. I do have my eyes on a new guy though. He happens to be really good friends with my cousin. And he's very pretty. Haha* I'm not sure what may happen there, but there could be something. We had a "moment" out at Chad's house after the big stick tug of war thing. Okay I'm guessing no one would understand that and it's probably a good thing. One of those "had to be there" situations. Anyways, I think I may be going to Sensobaugh Tunnel (or however you spell that 's' word) Friday. I've never been so I'll probably freak out or something. I get scared way too easily. We may be going to Arcadia Manor too. Well, we probably won't actually go to it, since the place is all chained and boarded up but it's still pretty freaky to drive by the place. I get scared driving by it in the daytime. Of course, I am the person who was scared of the old storage house after my aunt told me some woman named Esmarelda died in there and haunted it. I was five though so it really can't be held against me. Anyways, school has been alright here lately. It's school so it really can't be all that amazing. Today Lakin made me freeze my butt off outside so she could try and decipher her new phone. We didn't acomplish anything. But we're still cool. Haha Lakin* I guess I'm gonna go do my awesome essay for Mr. Davis now.

it's not so bad, you're only the best i ever had...