Mmmm...
It's been two weeks now, and I'm still numb i think. I'm coping okay, although there are times I just phase out completely. Thankfully someone told me that at times I'll think I'm going nuts, because thats just how I've been feeling. Perfectly fine one moment, and then complete opposite the next. I'm going to see my counsilor on Friday and talk some stuff through. don't know if it will help, but I can't see it hindering.
Work is still a bit of a blur. On a good note, I got offered a permanent job. Only prob is that its in Tasmania, which whilst it would be a great place to live, I don't want to leave my family on the mainland just yet. Maybe in a couple of months. At least its something that someone wants to employ me :)
anyways, time for me to try and sleep.... i've managed a couple of good nights sleep, but I'm still feeling this deep down bone weariness that I haven't been able to shake since that tuesday. It'll pass with time.
And thanks to everyone for the support and the general just being there. It's helped more than I can really say.
Work is still a bit of a blur. On a good note, I got offered a permanent job. Only prob is that its in Tasmania, which whilst it would be a great place to live, I don't want to leave my family on the mainland just yet. Maybe in a couple of months. At least its something that someone wants to employ me :)
anyways, time for me to try and sleep.... i've managed a couple of good nights sleep, but I'm still feeling this deep down bone weariness that I haven't been able to shake since that tuesday. It'll pass with time.
And thanks to everyone for the support and the general just being there. It's helped more than I can really say.