le sigh
so my lola is leaving soon. tomorrow will be the last day for me to see her. sad. didn't even really like see her and stuff. well she isn't even really my lola but she's close. i remembered that i need to make people mixcds and just my luck i thought i had the perfect ammount of cds and then the last one doesn't work. crap. andso my friend won't get one. specifically melissa. i'm so sad. 'cause i can't to give her one. i did burn her a copy of kapatid. how stupid of me to not maximize the space it had instead of just the kapatid cd. -sigh- i've been scourging everywhere 'cause i know that there's a blank cd somewhere. i can't find it though and i'm accepting defeat.
i want to talk non-sense and write down my hysterical thoughts but all this crap is depressing me thinking my cousin's won't care about what i give them and that i should've just used the things i had on someone else. crap. crap. crap.
i'm feeling very selfish right now and i really believe that what i'm thinking about is very justifying.
i want to talk non-sense and write down my hysterical thoughts but all this crap is depressing me thinking my cousin's won't care about what i give them and that i should've just used the things i had on someone else. crap. crap. crap.
i'm feeling very selfish right now and i really believe that what i'm thinking about is very justifying.