adaptation..
Lately, I've been living a very boring and energy sucking lifestyle. It's up to the point that I started to think that I'd made the biggest mistake ever ! Although my life is 'not that hard', not even close to my sempai who's an externist and has to stay on the whole night duty day after day(mine is every three days), I'm depressed.
Everyday all I see is my co-worker and patients, no one else.
It's just the same everyday, wake up at 6 then to the morning round and bedside teaching 'till 10, attend an OPD with the prof. or just do the ward work with a fat-grumpy internist bashing every med student in his visual field, have a lunch then go to class. After class, go to check out the admission list.
After coming back to the dorm and having diner, it's time for study and tons of paper work. This boring life has continue on for 10 weeks consecutively. Then after a weekend break..my nightmare continue.
.....my roommate said, you'll get used to it. Don't worry
erm...Where's my happiness, may I ask?
ขอบ่นหน่อยเห้อ!!! รู้แหละ ว่ามันไม่ค่อยสร้างสรรค์ คงไม่มีใครอ่าน แต่..ชีวิตตรู.. คิดผิดปล่าววะเนี่ย ขึ้น med ยังไม่ depress ขนาดนี้เล้ยยยย