what is going on?

[kaosxs]

and so...

things...

life...

simple terms...
simple life...
simple
simple
i'm starting to like simple
maybe cuz i'm lazier
maybe cuz i'm tired to deal with complicated
maybe cuz life is different

i'm tired of drama
i am tired... blah

there's good things going on in my life
maybe too good?
maybe?

i dont know
i'm tired of sitting here getting fatter that's for sure though.
yes
life
was
different before.

ever wish you could go back??
well..
i dont know where i'd go... how back i'd go
i remember saying in my head how it just didn't meet my criteria
and then i was like "yeah, watch, that's where i'm going to end up"
i was even scared at the thought
and a few days later... it became real
real
real
playing with fire
or just playing
but playing none the less
ugh
so
why
must
people
temp
you?

ugh... let me be!

i wonder
wierd
wierd
maybe i wonder too much and that's my problem

now, dont' get me wrong.
i am happy where i am