Fonder memories...
It was a nice roller coaster week. Actualy to be honest it was mostly a dissapointment, one of those weeks you dislike and wish you'd slept through.
One annoying thing was my phone recieved a text message. I saw "hello" and tried to view it. And yet somehow my phone ATE it. Wala, gone poof, goodbye, not here no more. Now this is annoying as few people would IM me.
Infact I view it as typicaly a matter of urgency if I am Im...err Text me. Yes I do get the occasional silly one. But I had attempted to reconnect to a friend I'd lost touch with and see how her and her husband where doing. I've worried about them. Instead of knowing if it was them, one of my other friends, or a stranger. I have a mystery that irritates the shit out of me.
my phone company called and said "We want more money" No shit, join the club. Alot of people are wanting a piece of my wallet pie. Sadly funds are lacking and for some reason I can't get hired for SHIT. Not even getting auction gigs now wich have helped me scrape by in the past.
Ontop of that minor item. Week was a hell of allergies. My throat actually swelled a bit from coughbing so much. to the point of gagging and vomiting at times. Alot of sinus drainage. And lack of sleep. Whoo boy that sucked. 3 days 4 hours total sleep between them. Then I finally got some restful sleep. And now I'm wide awake again. A scant two hours ago I was tired and now balls to the wall wired.
Left my music at someones place to. Damn... Thats irritating. Pacing and listening to music is one of my few means to think and relax. I'm denied that now. And my phone... Which I need to charge. Whine whine bitch bitch. Yup not doing any good. enough of that then.
Emotionally I now feel a bit drained. Its an odd sensation for me. Like something left me. An emotional ehaustion I find puzzling to be blunt. Sometimes I get far to confused at what I feel. Lacking names to call the moods. Bugger that.
Still life goes on. I'll find a job and then maybe get things rolling. A line in batman is one I do cherish. "Why do we fall? So that we can pick ourselves back up." Simple wisdom in those words. Amazing how Hollywood can actualy manage to put out some words of wisdom with all that trash they slop out.
In the end I shall attempt to learn who texted me. If you read this and where one to text me recently. Contact me and let me know. I will get back to you. Untill then my ducklings, take care, dare to dream, and learn to accept one another.
One annoying thing was my phone recieved a text message. I saw "hello" and tried to view it. And yet somehow my phone ATE it. Wala, gone poof, goodbye, not here no more. Now this is annoying as few people would IM me.
Infact I view it as typicaly a matter of urgency if I am Im...err Text me. Yes I do get the occasional silly one. But I had attempted to reconnect to a friend I'd lost touch with and see how her and her husband where doing. I've worried about them. Instead of knowing if it was them, one of my other friends, or a stranger. I have a mystery that irritates the shit out of me.
my phone company called and said "We want more money" No shit, join the club. Alot of people are wanting a piece of my wallet pie. Sadly funds are lacking and for some reason I can't get hired for SHIT. Not even getting auction gigs now wich have helped me scrape by in the past.
Ontop of that minor item. Week was a hell of allergies. My throat actually swelled a bit from coughbing so much. to the point of gagging and vomiting at times. Alot of sinus drainage. And lack of sleep. Whoo boy that sucked. 3 days 4 hours total sleep between them. Then I finally got some restful sleep. And now I'm wide awake again. A scant two hours ago I was tired and now balls to the wall wired.
Left my music at someones place to. Damn... Thats irritating. Pacing and listening to music is one of my few means to think and relax. I'm denied that now. And my phone... Which I need to charge. Whine whine bitch bitch. Yup not doing any good. enough of that then.
Emotionally I now feel a bit drained. Its an odd sensation for me. Like something left me. An emotional ehaustion I find puzzling to be blunt. Sometimes I get far to confused at what I feel. Lacking names to call the moods. Bugger that.
Still life goes on. I'll find a job and then maybe get things rolling. A line in batman is one I do cherish. "Why do we fall? So that we can pick ourselves back up." Simple wisdom in those words. Amazing how Hollywood can actualy manage to put out some words of wisdom with all that trash they slop out.
In the end I shall attempt to learn who texted me. If you read this and where one to text me recently. Contact me and let me know. I will get back to you. Untill then my ducklings, take care, dare to dream, and learn to accept one another.