how do you waste 6 years
wow today i came to school feeling good and within about 2 min. of being here my whole mood has been shot to hell. i took a computer class about three years ago and it was a two year class. i did the first year and then came back to do the second part and the school tells me i can't because i had too many classes so basicaly it was a waste of time. then i fuck up the rest of my school years and have to get my GED. but then i get another chance to get my certification and i have about 2and 1/2 weeks to learn every thing over and pass a test so i try and failed the final but everyone did so then we all had to take another one. so that was good that was yesterday and today i got my reasuts and i missed by a couple of points. and donna my instructor is trying to make me feel better by telling me i did better then she thought i would. i know she means well but it doesn't. i guess i'm just one of those people who never finshes anything and you know what i don't want to be. i've wasted 6 years of my life to find out i'm a loser. hey for that i could have just listened to what every one always said about me but no i couldn't. so now i am a jobless hopeless peice of shit who mooches off of people to suvive. i'm a parasite but i won't be even if it takes my life not to be .....