Here's a happy little update...
I've been an emotional wreck lately. I haven't had anyone to talk to about my personal feelings for over 3 now. I'm bottling shit up and I don't think I can keep the lid on anymore.
I have major trust issues with people, I can't just tell anybody my problems. In all truthfulness there have only been 4 people I ever felt I could open up to. 2 of them betrayed me and left me with more problems then they ever resolved. One I still feel deeply for but we barely talk to anymore as she's got her own life going on. The 4th is relatively new in my life and I don't know if she even cares despite me caring about her well being greatly.
So I site here in my room, alone, day after day. Problems keep stacking up, the depression clinches tighter, and a die piece by piece from the inside...
happy little update indeed...
I have major trust issues with people, I can't just tell anybody my problems. In all truthfulness there have only been 4 people I ever felt I could open up to. 2 of them betrayed me and left me with more problems then they ever resolved. One I still feel deeply for but we barely talk to anymore as she's got her own life going on. The 4th is relatively new in my life and I don't know if she even cares despite me caring about her well being greatly.
So I site here in my room, alone, day after day. Problems keep stacking up, the depression clinches tighter, and a die piece by piece from the inside...
happy little update indeed...