Lately...
Lately...
Im not really scared of what the future holds. I figure by the time I stop worrying I will be dead so it's in my nature to worry and never be satisfied with what I have.
Lately...
Ive been a lot more productive. I've been a WHOLE lot cleaner and I've gotten a second job maybe a third on the way.
Lately...
I've given up on my emotions for everything except the few things that matter. School, family, chris, me. Friends fit in along with other things but my main focus needs to be religion. Im working on that one still. And the ME part- we forget ourselves a lot when going about our busy lives. Make yourself happy- dont depend on others to do it for you.
Lately...
I've been complaining about all the things that are wrong- and that's where it usually stops...complaining- but I've been doing what it takes to make the wrongs right.
Lately...
I've been content with my own mind and thoughts. Not satisfied or ever will be with anything but that's me and that's what drives me. Satisfaction and perfection are boring anyway.
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bday update n pics coming to myspace soon
It was drama, it was fun, it was hot, and I love my friends. For those who couldnt make it- ya missed out foo!