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The more I look into your eyes, the more I see who it is I strive to be. I want to be everything youll ever need. I try so hard to be what you want. I sit and dream of things I can do to make you smile. I plan events, and try to make them work exactly as I had planned to have you see the vision I have for us. I want so badly for everything to work out. I guess im just scared. Im scared that I will miss you. Im scared that I will drive all those miles to find you arent beside me. Im scared that someday this will end just as everything else does. I guess I just dont want anymore heartache. I guess I just want you to always be there to smile at me. I guess your smile just makes me feel....alive. Ive never lived like I do through you. I like the way you make me feel. I like feeling. I like touching your skin and feeling my hair stand on end. I like watching the lines in your face move as you talk. I like watching the wind blow your hair everywhere. I like when you laugh at me. I like when you tickle me just to make me squirm. I like how you can smile for me, and make me feel like youve never smiled that way before. I like imagining our life together. I like having a future in mind. My heart is for you. And though you cant see it, this smile is for you.