Pep talk

Dec 08, 2003 01:40

Why have I been such an idiot for the past while? No reason. I really do have the perfect life. I've a loving household with the parents and the grandmother and the little wussy dog. I've everything I could possibly need. Not rich, but then again, no one is. I do well in school, I'm smart, talented, and contrary to all my beliefs, I appear to be good looking. What could be so wrong with my life that I bitch and bitch and bitch. NOTHING . ... Nothing at all is wrong. Things are wonderful. I have friends that care about me, friends that I care about. I've girls that like me, even if I don't feel the same way about them. I've girls that I like, no clue if they feel the same way, but that's the way things go. That's life. That's all that there is, that there will always be more. There is always something to look forward to, and that's why things keep going the way they do. Time flows like a river, always flowing towards those things that we look towards, always taking us away from painful pasts, things that need not be forgotten. Life is full of suprises, and the best will always be yet to come.

I once again thank everyone for being there for me. I lost trust for a while, but things should be groovy once again, not only because of the drugs. ....

Christmas is fast approachings, and that means Final Fantasy XI will soon be mine. The world of vana'diel won't be ready. I think I've finally decided. A Tarutaru Red/Black mage. I'll devastate yet support. Eventually look into a summoner, but I doubt that. Black magic is enough.
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