Alot has happened between me and you
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Junior Year
Nearly 4 years since I started doing this. Nearly 2 years since my last post. Why'd I start this? To get away from outside? To waterfall my pain into this? Too much pain to feel in one sitting. So much memories. Where can I put my pain? Where can I drown it? Do I take it with a smile and move on? Hope it will get better? It always does... but it always feels new.
Where to go next? Where in God's plan will I pick my path? Which path does he have chosen? Can I change my stars? When can my chest stop hurting? When may I get peace?
These are the inner demons and chaos I must go thru. When I think... What happens when you think? Stop thinking... if you think to much you'll get fat. Look at actions, the phenotype of words. For what I thought was different from what happened. You know it first hand. If I didn't act, where would we be? I hoped, Hope is Beauty. I trusted, Trust is Beauty. Beauty, personified. I love you, Love... Bleed into me. Victoria, bleed onto me. I'll never let you go. This is the way I feel and Act. Act onto me...
Junior Year
Nearly 4 years since I started doing this. Nearly 2 years since my last post. Why'd I start this? To get away from outside? To waterfall my pain into this? Too much pain to feel in one sitting. So much memories. Where can I put my pain? Where can I drown it? Do I take it with a smile and move on? Hope it will get better? It always does... but it always feels new.
Where to go next? Where in God's plan will I pick my path? Which path does he have chosen? Can I change my stars? When can my chest stop hurting? When may I get peace?
These are the inner demons and chaos I must go thru. When I think... What happens when you think? Stop thinking... if you think to much you'll get fat. Look at actions, the phenotype of words. For what I thought was different from what happened. You know it first hand. If I didn't act, where would we be? I hoped, Hope is Beauty. I trusted, Trust is Beauty. Beauty, personified. I love you, Love... Bleed into me. Victoria, bleed onto me. I'll never let you go. This is the way I feel and Act. Act onto me...