i suck at making decitions. i need more confidence in myself and my judgement
Everything's so weird.
Today I turned on the TV and there was this mexican soap... about this emo chick.... pfffft. It was like... my mom doesn't understand me. I'm emo and that's more than a trend, it's a way of life.. blahblah.... and then "mom i'm going to the park with my emo friends"... and then some emo chick says "I cut myself because I want to remind myself that my life sucks"and I'm like... SERIOUSLY? And then some skaters appear and want to hunt down the emos. So they get scissors and cut ONE bang from the emo guy and the emo guy and the emo girls are all crying because of ONE BANG. And I''m like... you're kidding...right? And this is what you call a soap? Even the one about the vampires was better than this... and that one sucked... (Why are there vampire & emo soaps on the TV? It's not even worth appearing as a joke on E!'s The Soup)
And I wrote this amazing plot (YEAH. It's amazing. Not really, but oh...) and I spent quite some time thinking and writting down the general idea... and then I realize that the characterization is good, but it's switched. It's a StevenRuby WallaceRuby with hints of an over WallaceSteven (lol. Rofl. Now that I put it that way... sounds hilarious and so bad fic...) and AU. But you see, I think that if I switched where it says Wallace, for Steven and viceversa, the characterisation (is that even a word?) would be quite cool. I need a beta or someone to talk about plot. But I'm too damn shy to ask anyone to willingly read my plots. God, having someone to talk about plot must be cool.
But I think I'll just switch the names. Which makes me sad 'cause I wanted to write a WallaceRuby that wasn't angsty/doomed. But if I switch names...
Today I turned on the TV and there was this mexican soap... about this emo chick.... pfffft. It was like... my mom doesn't understand me. I'm emo and that's more than a trend, it's a way of life.. blahblah.... and then "mom i'm going to the park with my emo friends"... and then some emo chick says "I cut myself because I want to remind myself that my life sucks"and I'm like... SERIOUSLY? And then some skaters appear and want to hunt down the emos. So they get scissors and cut ONE bang from the emo guy and the emo guy and the emo girls are all crying because of ONE BANG. And I''m like... you're kidding...right? And this is what you call a soap? Even the one about the vampires was better than this... and that one sucked... (Why are there vampire & emo soaps on the TV? It's not even worth appearing as a joke on E!'s The Soup)
And I wrote this amazing plot (YEAH. It's amazing. Not really, but oh...) and I spent quite some time thinking and writting down the general idea... and then I realize that the characterization is good, but it's switched. It's a StevenRuby WallaceRuby with hints of an over WallaceSteven (lol. Rofl. Now that I put it that way... sounds hilarious and so bad fic...) and AU. But you see, I think that if I switched where it says Wallace, for Steven and viceversa, the characterisation (is that even a word?) would be quite cool. I need a beta or someone to talk about plot. But I'm too damn shy to ask anyone to willingly read my plots. God, having someone to talk about plot must be cool.
But I think I'll just switch the names. Which makes me sad 'cause I wanted to write a WallaceRuby that wasn't angsty/doomed. But if I switch names...