I'm alive~
I'm back~
Yeeey, yes, I hear cheers~ ==;; Come on, let me be happy...
But really, I'm happy <333 -points to Hatori's face- Yeah, just like that...
A lot of things had happened to me in this weeks, and that's why I was gone; between my regular study, learning chinese and japanese, trying to have a social life, and trying to be the perfect daughter... yeah, that was a lot, and I get stressed so easily. Besides that, one thing that happened changed a little of me... My cat died. I guess I got over this, since I don't cry anymore, but it still hurts; she was my baby, and I realized I needed her more than she needed me... and the worst part is that she's dead, because I didn't take her to the veterinary on time.
My parents said it's for the better, and I want to believe in that, 'cause it helps me to feel a little less guilty... they said that if I got my scholarship accepted, went to China and left her alone, she would have died anyways.
Well, that's another pretty important and less depressing thing. China~ I'm still waiting for an answer. My teacher first told me I had '90% chance' of being accepted, and then she said '95% chance', so that's a good thing, right? ^^; I just want to go, now more than ever.
I miss my f-list, as well. A loooot. I miss reading fanfics, reading my f-list's entries, reading silliness, roleplaying... so, I guess that I'll be leaving comments around from now on <333
And I got into a lot of new fandoms XDD;; I watched --and loved-- Zekkare's drama and I'm reading the manga; it's just shoujo, but I still love it. I'm still watching Gokusen 3 --I want more Jutta ;;-- I need to restart watching... One Piece, Gundam 00, Macross Frontier, Naruto Shippuden... and I'm looking for new dramas to watch with my sister~
So, that's it for today. Oh, and I want to start writing for 30vicios again ;; Though it'll probably suck What about Hatsuharu/Kyou? I love them <333333333
Lo sientooooooooooo ;;
Lo siento muchoooooooooooo T_______T
¡Yo no quería dejarlooooo! ¡Yo quería seguir roleandoooooo! T___T
Y extraño a Mitsu y a Oishi, y a Yukimura y a toodoooooooooooossssss T_____________T
Lo sientooooooooooooooooooooooooooo T____T -sufre-
Ohh, right, meme, meme, I missed memes too, and this one is love and true <3333333
And I have to change my Lj's layout already, as cute as PureBoys are >>;; No to talk about my icons...>>;;
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Yeeey, yes, I hear cheers~ ==;; Come on, let me be happy...
But really, I'm happy <333 -points to Hatori's face- Yeah, just like that...
A lot of things had happened to me in this weeks, and that's why I was gone; between my regular study, learning chinese and japanese, trying to have a social life, and trying to be the perfect daughter... yeah, that was a lot, and I get stressed so easily. Besides that, one thing that happened changed a little of me... My cat died. I guess I got over this, since I don't cry anymore, but it still hurts; she was my baby, and I realized I needed her more than she needed me... and the worst part is that she's dead, because I didn't take her to the veterinary on time.
My parents said it's for the better, and I want to believe in that, 'cause it helps me to feel a little less guilty... they said that if I got my scholarship accepted, went to China and left her alone, she would have died anyways.
Well, that's another pretty important and less depressing thing. China~ I'm still waiting for an answer. My teacher first told me I had '90% chance' of being accepted, and then she said '95% chance', so that's a good thing, right? ^^; I just want to go, now more than ever.
I miss my f-list, as well. A loooot. I miss reading fanfics, reading my f-list's entries, reading silliness, roleplaying... so, I guess that I'll be leaving comments around from now on <333
And I got into a lot of new fandoms XDD;; I watched --and loved-- Zekkare's drama and I'm reading the manga; it's just shoujo, but I still love it. I'm still watching Gokusen 3 --I want more Jutta ;;-- I need to restart watching... One Piece, Gundam 00, Macross Frontier, Naruto Shippuden... and I'm looking for new dramas to watch with my sister~
So, that's it for today. Oh, and I want to start writing for 30vicios again ;; Though it'll probably suck What about Hatsuharu/Kyou? I love them <333333333
Lo sientooooooooooo ;;
Lo siento muchoooooooooooo T_______T
¡Yo no quería dejarlooooo! ¡Yo quería seguir roleandoooooo! T___T
Y extraño a Mitsu y a Oishi, y a Yukimura y a toodoooooooooooossssss T_____________T
Lo sientooooooooooooooooooooooooooo T____T -sufre-
Ohh, right, meme, meme, I missed memes too, and this one is love and true <3333333
And I have to change my Lj's layout already, as cute as PureBoys are >>;; No to talk about my icons...>>;;
yaoi is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator