Metamorphasis
So, I've dubbed this my Summer of Change.
Nothing is really the way it used to be. I'm even changing a little. Ricky and I had a long talk yesterday about, well, everything. He even said I was speaking differently. I guess I just have to accept it. Sure, I still treat my friends the same way I always have, meaning with abusive love, but something in me feels different. I'm not sure what it is though.
I hope all of this changing is for the better. My acne is getting progressivley better on its own, so the medication stuff Sherri got will do a good number on my acne going away faster. Maybe that's why I feel different? I kind of...I don't know...feel like I'm starting to look better.
And don't give me that "You've always been beautiful" bullshit. I know it. ^-^ And I know that all of my friends think I'm beautiful. ((Okay, Okay. Tell my I've always been beautiful. I rather like it though I pretend I don't.))
Is it all for the better?
For once, I think so.
And for once, I'm allowing myself to look at the future optimistically. I think everything will be fine.
Nothing is really the way it used to be. I'm even changing a little. Ricky and I had a long talk yesterday about, well, everything. He even said I was speaking differently. I guess I just have to accept it. Sure, I still treat my friends the same way I always have, meaning with abusive love, but something in me feels different. I'm not sure what it is though.
I hope all of this changing is for the better. My acne is getting progressivley better on its own, so the medication stuff Sherri got will do a good number on my acne going away faster. Maybe that's why I feel different? I kind of...I don't know...feel like I'm starting to look better.
And don't give me that "You've always been beautiful" bullshit. I know it. ^-^ And I know that all of my friends think I'm beautiful. ((Okay, Okay. Tell my I've always been beautiful. I rather like it though I pretend I don't.))
Is it all for the better?
For once, I think so.
And for once, I'm allowing myself to look at the future optimistically. I think everything will be fine.