Difficult mood since Ben left yesterday, not his fault of course, he delayed it, and we had great fun,

Same difficulty as last weekend -- work grief, because of people leaving and my own career path change, which is imminent, probably to be announced next week,

Same job for 10 years, about to change,

Not as big a change as retirement will/would ( Read more... )

keep goin' back, radio stations from him, lead to something else, but

I can't wait to wake up in the morning, I can't sleep because I can't wait to try something new, and I don't know how many people experience that feeling, that's why I can't sleep,keep turnin' up the volume on this $$,$$$ living room stereo I'm the only one who listens to it ( Read more... )

OK, this is not fun LOL, why can't I pay maids to clean this room,

at least Ben fucked me this morning!

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making progress ... ... Ben said it was more stressful for me because it is K's partner coming to visit instead of K, and, yeah, Ben knows me,

give the guy choices, but don't make him create the choices ( Read more... )