WTF Tuesday
By lunchtime, T had to return immediately to the island because of an emergency -- so he's packing and shit and I'm trying to figure out how I can squeeze in taking him to the train station, and then he's gone ...
We were going to spend the weekend together! His birthday! Stuff!
Gone.
Shit.
On my way to my massage, where I'm quiet and brooding, feeling sad, feeling like I don't get enough of T, but when I talk with T later, he's like --> sometimes you can't wait to get away from T, yes, I've always been this yo-yo, this is me, yo-yo Bug, introvert but loving Bug,
But I was expecting to spend time with you! I'd queued up experiences and conversations! And it was so sudden!!
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So, talked with T about my feelings, then with K for an HOUR, by then I'm in the hot tub, and I'm flirting with my fellas, and then --
BOOM
Lawyer David is coming over for dinner on Thursday evening, and,
BOOM
Sir Ben is going to meet me at the condo on Saturday evening, and,
BOOM
I'm getting pizza delivered LOL
We were going to spend the weekend together! His birthday! Stuff!
Gone.
Shit.
On my way to my massage, where I'm quiet and brooding, feeling sad, feeling like I don't get enough of T, but when I talk with T later, he's like --> sometimes you can't wait to get away from T, yes, I've always been this yo-yo, this is me, yo-yo Bug, introvert but loving Bug,
But I was expecting to spend time with you! I'd queued up experiences and conversations! And it was so sudden!!
-----
So, talked with T about my feelings, then with K for an HOUR, by then I'm in the hot tub, and I'm flirting with my fellas, and then --
BOOM
Lawyer David is coming over for dinner on Thursday evening, and,
BOOM
Sir Ben is going to meet me at the condo on Saturday evening, and,
BOOM
I'm getting pizza delivered LOL