holiday Sunday at the condo by self with toys
As it is a 3-day weekend, I won't know until I go back to the house tomorrow whether my Social Bug Week conquered my tendency toward transition anxiety, but I'm hopeful. And if I do hit an air pocket tomorrow I'll immediately get on the phone and talk with people, and then set up more social stuff. No more of this quietly putting up with it, if I get anxious I'm going to reach out to people and frankly say, "I'm feeling anxious, can we talk on the phone?"
But today, now that I'm 90% over my worry about the cats and a potentially flooded basement LOL, I'm going to play with butt toys all day while fasting at the condo. Yeah, I think there's still a 10% chance I find a disaster when I go home tomorrow, but I can live with that percentage.
Butt Toy Day! Finally!!
I've been sticking with the News Blackout, but I'm finding plenty of things to read that don't count as news. But they lack immediacy, which is probably what I'm after here. What if the News Blackout becomes permanent, and I ... ... become no longer a news junkie?
Def easier than giving up intoxicants or butt toys LOL. Don't ask me to give up butt toys. I'd have to become a monk at that point, go live in a monastery and do chores and meditate. That's my end game, that's how I'll live on $2000/year, Monk Bug.
But today, now that I'm 90% over my worry about the cats and a potentially flooded basement LOL, I'm going to play with butt toys all day while fasting at the condo. Yeah, I think there's still a 10% chance I find a disaster when I go home tomorrow, but I can live with that percentage.
Butt Toy Day! Finally!!
I've been sticking with the News Blackout, but I'm finding plenty of things to read that don't count as news. But they lack immediacy, which is probably what I'm after here. What if the News Blackout becomes permanent, and I ... ... become no longer a news junkie?
Def easier than giving up intoxicants or butt toys LOL. Don't ask me to give up butt toys. I'd have to become a monk at that point, go live in a monastery and do chores and meditate. That's my end game, that's how I'll live on $2000/year, Monk Bug.