juggling the To Do List ... but still chill
music is now higher on my To Do List, but I'm still prioritizing rest and relaxation as I'm adjusting to the major life changes of RTO and T-away,
and finally I'm feeling the rest and relaxation -- haven't had trouble sleeping this week, wore khakis to the office LOL, met with my boss in person, haven't needed to call anybody or schedule anything,
I could chill all day today also, except there is a minimum amount of work I need to do today, to prepare for a Tuesday briefing, and I do want to at least open Ableton Live and make some sound with it,
not sure how to get this across --> how big of a deal it is to be comfortable with myself in the house by myself for a week at a time, how comfortable this has been -- neither excited to finally have time to self, nor falling off a cliff from too much time to self,
I feel this weekend is the most significant weekend for me in several years, because of how fucking chill I feel,
can't tell you how important this is, haven't processed it yet,
I've occasionally felt relaxed, even deeply relaxed, especially while hiding away at the condo, but this is different, I've been chill all week and I'm still chill, it's the literal opposite of my Wild Week
and finally I'm feeling the rest and relaxation -- haven't had trouble sleeping this week, wore khakis to the office LOL, met with my boss in person, haven't needed to call anybody or schedule anything,
I could chill all day today also, except there is a minimum amount of work I need to do today, to prepare for a Tuesday briefing, and I do want to at least open Ableton Live and make some sound with it,
not sure how to get this across --> how big of a deal it is to be comfortable with myself in the house by myself for a week at a time, how comfortable this has been -- neither excited to finally have time to self, nor falling off a cliff from too much time to self,
I feel this weekend is the most significant weekend for me in several years, because of how fucking chill I feel,
can't tell you how important this is, haven't processed it yet,
I've occasionally felt relaxed, even deeply relaxed, especially while hiding away at the condo, but this is different, I've been chill all week and I'm still chill, it's the literal opposite of my Wild Week