of course I have transition anxiety,

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my lives are very different

I told Ben this morning about all the different lives I'm trying to hold together,

poly means different lives,

I've got this life, that life, this other life,

even different residences, now, Bug, and at one residence Astrid rules, at the other Sir Ben rules, LOL

having relationships with all these people and pets and residences and my job, and, it's all work for reward,

there is reward, I'm rewarded, I have all this love, all these people and pets love me,

I win, and so do they,