Dec 18, 2021 23:22
I think the nanopomo thing is working, although I've extended it an extra month so far, when I look back upon the nanopomo tags, I'm happy with how the body of work is coming along
but I miss writing fiction
but I want to make music
but my life is stressful sometimes, and then I'm grabbing some happy time to compensate
and poetry fits into the cracks of my stressful/compensating lifestyle
stressful/compensating
if I had a therapist, they might poke at this dichotomy a bit
I finally saw my massage therapist again, there's that, and I'm going to try to see him every three weeks, he knew how to find my knots, and he's not saying anything about the outline of my cock cage through my underwear,
[maybe he's happy to have a gay male client who never gets a boner]
I don't think I've ever seen both a massage therapist and a psychotherapist at the same time
2021,
massage,
therapy,
difficult emotions,
nanopomo