so much "processing" so little sleep
Hopefully the emotional shocks of the car crash will start to fade today. I barely slept at all until I took a sleeping pill in the late AM, then had to put on a blindfold so I could continue sleeping after the 5am summer sunrise.
Having food and alcohol delivered and will take another Day to Self at the house. K says he'll be busy on his work project through Wednesday and then we can spend next weekend together, so now my expectations have been formally reset. I'm sorry he's so stressed about work, but I understand he's not intentionally ignoring me, he's just juggling his multiple priorities like we all do.
T has been checking in with me. I'm not "upset" or "depressed" or anything, just having normal emotional aftershocks to a Moment of Terror and having my life instantly turned upside down on a Friday afternoon.
OK, food is almost here! Sushi and teriyaki and dumplings!
Having food and alcohol delivered and will take another Day to Self at the house. K says he'll be busy on his work project through Wednesday and then we can spend next weekend together, so now my expectations have been formally reset. I'm sorry he's so stressed about work, but I understand he's not intentionally ignoring me, he's just juggling his multiple priorities like we all do.
T has been checking in with me. I'm not "upset" or "depressed" or anything, just having normal emotional aftershocks to a Moment of Terror and having my life instantly turned upside down on a Friday afternoon.
OK, food is almost here! Sushi and teriyaki and dumplings!