an older reason for the cock dysphoria
OK, I wasn't entirely truthful about being cock proud before.
I had performance anxiety regarding my cock. Getting it hard on demand, so that I could fuck people. Generally, my first time with another guy I wouldn't cum, maybe even didn't get hard. Finding that --> relaxed but still horny mental space --> in front of another person was difficult. As K would know, we have to sneak up on it. If you WANT me to fuck you I'll fail. You have to LET me fuck you, maybe.
It even happens in my sex dreams, all the times I've woken up before having an orgasm in my dreams.
I can definitely do the top role, I've fucked people plenty of times, but I'm more comfortable as the bottom. I can bottom any day. Well, 99% of the days. But topping is stressful, flip the coin, please don't make me,
I had performance anxiety regarding my cock. Getting it hard on demand, so that I could fuck people. Generally, my first time with another guy I wouldn't cum, maybe even didn't get hard. Finding that --> relaxed but still horny mental space --> in front of another person was difficult. As K would know, we have to sneak up on it. If you WANT me to fuck you I'll fail. You have to LET me fuck you, maybe.
It even happens in my sex dreams, all the times I've woken up before having an orgasm in my dreams.
I can definitely do the top role, I've fucked people plenty of times, but I'm more comfortable as the bottom. I can bottom any day. Well, 99% of the days. But topping is stressful, flip the coin, please don't make me,