Jan 15, 2021 16:53
Here we go, I'm going to throw away the keys to my Black Box. I will only be able to escape by destroying the device. It's OK, I can buy a new one for $20, it's a mass production item.
First, tomorrow I'm going to unlock and trim my pubes, as I won't be able to trim them as effectively again until I destroy the Black Box.
Second, tomorrow while unlocked I'm going to sand down one of the edges of the Black Box, it's not quite a sharp edge but I want to make it a little blunter where the tube opening meets my pelvic skin, it's causing a red mark. It's intended to be an "anti-escape" feature but it's causing a red mark.
Third, I might want to play with my electricity toys before locking back up. Might, we'll see. I'm not going to have an orgasm while unlocked either way.
Then, I will lock back up and throw away the keys. I'll have to head outside and toss them into the alley dumpster, LOL.
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As it is possible to have an orgasm while locked, if I do have an orgasm while locked without the permission of an in-person Sir, I will donate 1d6 x $50 to charity (up to $300). Someday when I cut open the device to get free, I will donate 1d6 x $150 to charity (up to $900). I will roll the dice after the triggering event, so that I won't know the exact penalty until afterward.
If I cum from nipple play or ass play without touching my cock ... should that be allowed or penalized? I've never cum from self ass play, so that's a freebie, that's a goal. If I cum from nipple play without permission that's still 1d6 x $25 to charity (up to $150) -- half price, LOL, because I have to be pretty darn horny to cum from nipple play and having an orgasm that way doesn't give me any relief from feeling horny afterward.
It's got to be additional money to charity, not part of the money I'm already giving each month.
If there's some health-related or other nonsexual reason I have to remove the cage, too bad, I still have to pay. There's no free escape. The only free orgasm is if I have an ass play orgasm on my own, something I've never accomplished (one time Sir Ben gave me a prostate orgasm, but that's different from doing it myself). If I can train myself to cum from getting fucked, then my transformation into an ass play chastity sub is complete, heh.
Tomorrow! Meanwhile, tonight I'm locked and playing with toys at the condo :-)
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