Nov 30, 2020 15:32
I'd suspected Matt from Reddit had some intimacy issues, so I wasn't shocked this afternoon when he texted me to say he was going to delete the app and I wouldn't be hearing from him anymore. He said he didn't want to ghost me, because I've been a nice person to him. Perhaps he found somebody more to his liking and isn't the type to text around. Or perhaps he's going back into his cave for a while. I don't know. It was fun and he got me to open up more to the online fellas, which is helping me to weather the darkening days and the lonely holidays, until we can get the vaccine. But he did seem sorta cautious about telling me details of his life and showing his face.
Mark from Reddit is still going strong, sexting me during his study breaks and slowly telling me more details about his life, such as what he's studying and that he lives with his older brother. I think he may be an immigrant (who now lives in Canada) but I couldn't care less about somebody's immigration status. He's smart and polite and we share kinky interests and we have fun chatting.
I'm chatting with a couple other guys from Reddit also, but I'm not on a first-name status with them yet. I'm pretty sure one of them will disappear when his vanilla boyfriend returns from holiday travel.
I know from decades of experience that making new connections with people is hit or miss and that most people don't stick around. It's why I do value staying in touch with the people I've known for a long time. These connections are important to me. I'm willing to have more, but this is not something I can control, it's only something I can be open to.
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