so tired when I got home
Busy this morning prepping for maids, then driving to condo, then working from condo -- a busy day back to work after a four-day weekend.
I took a break to speak with K for a while, he cheered me up by listening to my complaints.
Then back to work, then driving home.
I had to wear pants for the first time. And either they no longer fit or I'm just not used to wearing god damned pants, I felt fat, and took them off as soon as I got to the condo, and then as soon as I got home.
And then I was exhausted, probably physically exhausted from the crawl space work yesterday, and fretting about the cost of everything lately.
So all I wanted to do was go to bed. But T prepared cocktails and cooked dinner for us, so I'm temporarily revived. But I want to live in a cave and starve myself until wearing pants feels normal again. Sweatpants are more forgiving/comfortable.
I took a break to speak with K for a while, he cheered me up by listening to my complaints.
Then back to work, then driving home.
I had to wear pants for the first time. And either they no longer fit or I'm just not used to wearing god damned pants, I felt fat, and took them off as soon as I got to the condo, and then as soon as I got home.
And then I was exhausted, probably physically exhausted from the crawl space work yesterday, and fretting about the cost of everything lately.
So all I wanted to do was go to bed. But T prepared cocktails and cooked dinner for us, so I'm temporarily revived. But I want to live in a cave and starve myself until wearing pants feels normal again. Sweatpants are more forgiving/comfortable.