Nov 27, 2019 22:19
So far this week is a concentrated dose of repeat visitors -- fellas I've seen before -- with no flaking -- and no drama -- and lots of ass worship -- in both directions -- both before and after Tod left for Seattle --
It's an argument for not going anywhere when I retire, just keep on keeping on with the repeat visitors I will already have ... but I can't afford both the house and the condo after I retire, LOL ... I won't be able to sweep in boys from both city and suburb ...
Yet, as I'm embracing the Muscle Daddy BDSM look on the apps -- working out at the gym twice per week instead of training for long-distance races -- I'm becoming -- something unexpected -- I'm still evolving sexually -- this ain't over yet, folks,
Ben said to embrace being a Daddy ... this will be new! I've never done this before!
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So, I have weeks when I get four hookups in a row, I remember another week like this earlier this year, and it was super fun, and I have weeks when EVERYBODY FLAKES, and I have weeks when I'm busy with my responsibilities, and weeks when I have diarrhea, or tonsillitis, or ... Tod drama ... work stress ... injuries ...
I'm feeling ... like a huge lung, breathing the universe out and in, sometimes relaxing with the exhale, sometimes stressing with the inhale ... and I'm seeing the pattern ...
But this time, everybody is a repeat visitor, this hasn't happened before. I've never had this many dates with different repeat visitors in one week before.
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And I've only been at this for a little over a year. And I still have my original triad fellas in my life. Even after declaring my independence.
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Took me only 52 years to flower. Come get my pollen.
2019,
home alone,
daddy bug,
sex,
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