Bah...
Amazing how quickly a fun day can go down the drain!
So, earlier today I got an email saying I need to get a second TB test for nursing school. I thought okay, whatev, sent a reply inquiring further (since my Doctor had given me different information) and figured out I need to get one. Problem: we're leaving for vacation Sunday, and I have to wait two days until I can get my test checked (which only takes about a minute) and it's due by the 30th. So I'm like okay, I'll need to find a Kaiser (my hospital) near where we are and get it checked Monday then mail it to the school, no big. But my mom doesn't seem to think that. She's mad at me because I waited til the last minute to turn in my documents (last minute meaning 3 days after I got the last of the paperwork I needed from my doctor) and claims it's now taking two days from our vacation. Yeah right... It's not really a big deal like that, yes it's a little inconveniencing, but it really isn't a big deal!
On top of that, she's also mad at me because I haven't started packing. Much of the items I take have to packed the day of because I still need them (makeup, straightener, etc) So what does that leave to be packed? Shirts, undergarments, tennis shoes. I can't even pack jeans seeing as how I have 3 pairs, 1 pair which has paint on it and is wearing out on the inner thighs, and the other two still need to be laundered. It's so annoying!
Seriously, this does nothing to help my anxiety issues... And I'm starting to see where I got some of them from. In the past, her being like this would have immensely stressed me out, made me cry in frustration. now I can feel my throat tighten a bit, something that school (which at times was very hectic and had a lot of things to do) doesn't do to me often. Worst off I can't find that inhaler from when they thought I had asthma... Times like this it relaxes me a bit.
Oh well, I had a cup of coffee recently, so I'm not sleeping anytime soon, there's no worries, just annoyances. Hah, I don't know if anyone reads these, but looks like LiveJournal is pretty much gonna be my diary/journal. I've been told many times I should journal to get my feelings out, and I have no secrets (for the most part) So I think this'll work out! I feel better already! (:
Thanks for listening LiveJournal,
May God bless you,
<3 Kosa Kinoshita
So, earlier today I got an email saying I need to get a second TB test for nursing school. I thought okay, whatev, sent a reply inquiring further (since my Doctor had given me different information) and figured out I need to get one. Problem: we're leaving for vacation Sunday, and I have to wait two days until I can get my test checked (which only takes about a minute) and it's due by the 30th. So I'm like okay, I'll need to find a Kaiser (my hospital) near where we are and get it checked Monday then mail it to the school, no big. But my mom doesn't seem to think that. She's mad at me because I waited til the last minute to turn in my documents (last minute meaning 3 days after I got the last of the paperwork I needed from my doctor) and claims it's now taking two days from our vacation. Yeah right... It's not really a big deal like that, yes it's a little inconveniencing, but it really isn't a big deal!
On top of that, she's also mad at me because I haven't started packing. Much of the items I take have to packed the day of because I still need them (makeup, straightener, etc) So what does that leave to be packed? Shirts, undergarments, tennis shoes. I can't even pack jeans seeing as how I have 3 pairs, 1 pair which has paint on it and is wearing out on the inner thighs, and the other two still need to be laundered. It's so annoying!
Seriously, this does nothing to help my anxiety issues... And I'm starting to see where I got some of them from. In the past, her being like this would have immensely stressed me out, made me cry in frustration. now I can feel my throat tighten a bit, something that school (which at times was very hectic and had a lot of things to do) doesn't do to me often. Worst off I can't find that inhaler from when they thought I had asthma... Times like this it relaxes me a bit.
Oh well, I had a cup of coffee recently, so I'm not sleeping anytime soon, there's no worries, just annoyances. Hah, I don't know if anyone reads these, but looks like LiveJournal is pretty much gonna be my diary/journal. I've been told many times I should journal to get my feelings out, and I have no secrets (for the most part) So I think this'll work out! I feel better already! (:
Thanks for listening LiveJournal,
May God bless you,
<3 Kosa Kinoshita