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So ya, its summer and thats awesome. But I just reread all my old posts and realized that I have not been posting much at all recently and I have no idea why. I just dont think much really seems worth writing. Being home is so weird, and I dont know whether I like it or not. My family and I operate so differently, which means there are so many hours each night where I have to entertain myself while everyone is sleeping. I already miss my friends from school. The one thing I do love about being home is the complete lack of responsibility and work. I get to just relax all day, its nice. I wish there was a job where I wouldnt have to work, because I would most certainly major in that. I feel like I doubt my major every day, but the issue is I cant come to a decision on what would be a better course of action, and I really fear that I will just have to work for 30-40 years in a job I dont enjoy and that scares the crap out of me. Whatever Ill just have to make sure I enjoy the years where I dont have any obligations.