kinda uh long...with typos prob
i had the greatest day!!! i spent basically the whole day with nick. we went to a movie together (fat albert)...good stuff (;-)) and then we ate din din. i hadnt seen him in so long. it was so great to be with him again. god i love that kid!!! Love ya cookie!!! ::MWA:: so it was an all around great day till about 15 minutes ago.
ok, so my aunt flo is in town. her husband (my uncle) is a preacher. the oldest don thomas (my cousin) is a good student in school and is going to college for some christian thing. then there's my cousin matt who is also a good student in school. so they have the "good family" look. u know how ur nice to ur rents when theres company around BECAUSE they're nice to you? ya well....ill be str8 with my mom...when my aunt and everyone is around, and sme with my cousin matt. EVERY teenager fites with their rents.
so im moving brothers equipment for him cuz this kid bob (whos like a big bro) was coming to pick it up. i accidently hit her in the arm. she says ow really loud...i felt SO bad...cuz i knew it hurt. so i put the stuff down, and when up to her and asked if she was ok and apologized. shes like ya im fine (yelling at me). so i pick up the stuff and walk away (i sighed). she mocks me...and im like whats wrong with you? and w/e....then she starts yelling at me. but for once...i didnt do a damn thing wrong. then i told her she needs to chill out and said GEEZ. then she goes crazy!!!!!!!!!!! ya......so the fact that we were at it sux....but what sux the fuckin most, is that ive been trying to mke that lil bitch happy. but its fuckin impossible. i dnt even know her n e more. i jst wnt my fuckin mother bck. then when she doesnt think im listening...shes says "why cant i have perfect kids like flo, all i they respect her and make her happy"
ok now what the flying fuck.....ive been doing w/e the fuck i can to try to make her happy. so i walked out, and said" in that case ill leave once im 18 so u dnt hve to wry about that"....she looked at me in shock cuz i heard her. argg...that hurt so much! and she knows it. and my brother heard her say it! and i can tell he was hurt by it too....and hes the good one out of the 3 of us. god i hate this!!! shes so stressed about my g-ma that she doesnt fucking know what the hell shes saying. shes mite as well said......"i dnt like the way u r...ur not good enough....try to be like ur aunt's kids".....AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGG fuck it!!! i shoulda went to canada with the girls.
n e wayz..i hope all is well. (really not being sarcastic) i hope everyone had a merry x-mas...and have an awesome rest of the week. xoxox miss ya kk....cece r we going clubin? tati...new years...have u talked 2 brandy? nick i love you!!!!