Today has been better
I actually got some good cathartic talking with my Gramma last night. These past couple of years have just been so stressful and aggravating. I get angry easily and I tend to think about all the things that have made me upset in recent years when that happens so it's hard to get the happy back.
But I feel a lot better and was reassured that a lot of their criticism is hot air (which is still annoying because why criticize someone who isn't pissing you off?) and that I am indeed loved by them. So that's nice.
At least Gramma and Uncle Bruce do. Fuck my other uncle.
Anyway writing is continuing thankfully so I'll probably start posting it soon.
But I feel a lot better and was reassured that a lot of their criticism is hot air (which is still annoying because why criticize someone who isn't pissing you off?) and that I am indeed loved by them. So that's nice.
At least Gramma and Uncle Bruce do. Fuck my other uncle.
Anyway writing is continuing thankfully so I'll probably start posting it soon.