fanfic - You Changed Me [uruha/aoi] chap.3b/??
Title: You Changed Me
Author: kanonkuroii
Beta: veechuu
Genre: Fluff, Angst?, Romance
Pairings: Uruha / Aoi (main), (slight: Reita / Aoi, Kai / Aoi, Ruki / Aoi
Rating: PG-13 / R
Warnings: MxM, kissing
Chapter: 3b/??
Synopsis: Uruha is a cool person and never care about other people. But, when Aoi come into, can he find happiness that had been missing from him?
CHAPTER 3b
When Uruha opened his apartment door, the first thing he wanted was to get drunk. Without care to turn on the light, he walked toward the living room and opened his vodka collection closet. He was taking a bottle then opened it. Lazily, he slammed himself onto the couch while continuing drank the vodka. His feelings were messing up right now. He was angry at everything, angry at himself and at Aoi. Yes, Aoi. He was annoyed to Aoi because he was always smiling and laughing in any condition. Even when Uruha teased him. He hated Aoi because Aoi always looked like there is no sadness in his life. According to Aoi, the world is a place where he could have fun at any time he want without care for the other. For him the world was a playground.
Uruha snorted as he sipped his vodka. Then why was he so questioned Aoi? During that time he always unmoved when he saw someone laughing or happy on nearby. Yet why when Aoi started to come in his life -smiling, laughing, and acting silly- made Uruha felt fed up? Was it because in the depths of his heart he felt jealous to Aoi? Did he felt jealous because Aoi sociable character and had many friends who loved him?
Without he realized, he had drank bottle after bottle. His usual neat apartment now full of bottles everywhere. But he didn’t are. He just sat quietly on the couch, staring at the table in front of him with blank stares. God knew how long he had been silent, but suddenly he heard a turning key and then a figure of Aoi appeared from the end of the corridor.
"Uruha? You're not asleep? " Aoi asked, he astonished when he saw the apartment was so dark. Then he tried to find the light button, before he finally found it and turned it on. It was taking him by surprise when he saw the living room was mess up because of bottles of vodka which was lying everywhere.
"Oh my God, Uruha!" Aoi screamed quietly as he sat next to Uruha and stared at him. "What happened? Why do you drink a lot!? "Aoi’s face looked so worry and then he hold Uruha’s head in his hands. But, Uruha rudely hit Aoi’s hands to stay away from his face.
"Don’t touch me ..." he said coldly.
Aoi was soon let go of his hand from Uruha’s face and put it on his own nap. "But Uruha, what's wrong with you? You suddenly acted cold. Kai and the others are very worried about you ... " This time Aoi tried to hold Uruha’s shoulder. But before Aoi could touch, Uruha’s big hand was holding Aoi’s wrists. It made Aoi hissed in pain.
"Uru-ha?"
In an instant, Aoi's body was lying on a couch with Uruha above him. A few moments they didn’t say a word. Until finally, Aoi broke the silence.
"Uruha ... please let me go me ... "Aoi said quietly. But Uruha was ignoring Aoi’s petition. Slowly, he brought his face nearer to Aoi. He was so close, until Aoi could smell alcohol’s smell from Uruha’s breath. Aoi closed his eyes and prepared to receive a kiss from Uruha. But the kiss never came. He felt the breath down to bottom, now Uruha’s breath slowly sweeping the skin of his neck. Aoi sighed softly when he felt Uruha’s soft lips were kissing his neck. Slowly Uruha began licking and sucking Aoi's neck. He sucked it as Aoi's neck was a candy.
Aoi who aware his position put his hands on both Uruha’s shoulders, and tried to flee away from Uruha. But he was already weak as he felt Uruha’s tongue dancing on his neck Aoi let out of his breath as he felt Uruha’s teeth biting his neck roughly. Aoi’s grip on Uruha’s shoulder tightened, making his fingernails buried into Uruha’s skin. But Uruha didn’t seem notice.
Uruha lifted his head so that his face could face Aoi’s. Uruha saw Aoi's face was blushed. His mouth was slightly open to regulate his breath. His black hair stuck on his forehead, making him ten times sexier than usual. His look was always making Uruha want to flirt him.
Aoi looked Uruha in puzzled look. His whole body was numb. A cold sweat soaked his body. What Uruha just did!?
Aoi felt Uruha’s face drew -again- nearer into Aoi's face. Aoi closed his eyes because he feared of what Uruha would be doing against him again. But, he didn’t feel a kiss landed on his lips or a bite on his neck. But Uruha’s body suddenly fell on his body.
Aoi opened his eyes and took a look at Uruha who was landing his head on Aoi’s neck, Uruha’s eyes closed and he covered his mouth with his hand.
"Uru ...?"
"Nausea ..." Uruha said from behind his palm. Then, Aoi immediately put his arm around Uruha’s neck and carried him to the bathroom. But it wasn’t easy because Uruha’s body was much taller than Aoi.
When they arrived in the bathroom, Uruha immediately release his arm from Aoi, and drop him self at the toilet mouth. In a flash, he pulled out all the contents of his stomach into the toilet. His stomach hurt when he vomited all of the alcohol he had been consumed. It was been a long time since the last time he vomit because of alcohol. What happened to him?
Aoi helped Uruha by massaging his back gently. The smell of vomit spread throughout the bathroom. But Aoi didn’t care; he was too busy with Uruha, who looked very pale. He tied back Uruha's hair golden-brown hair, so the hair wouldn’t get dirty because of the vomit.
Uruha finally pressed the flush button. He sat on the floor and leaned his body to the edge of bath tub. His view was blurred and he felt a cold sweat running on his spine and his forehead. He was been drinking too much alcohol, if he continues drink it, he believed he had to be dead. Then he felt something warm brushed his cheek, it was making him avoiding that object. But he heard voice. It was sound very soft and appeased him. He also felt a gentle touch which felt so soft and warm on the other cheek. Eventually he realized that Aoi rubbed his left cheek with warm towel and rubbed his right cheek with his soft hand.
"Shh ..." Aoi rubbed Uruha’s cheek gently; he wanted to wipe the sweat that came from all direction of Uruha's face with a warm towel. But he seemed had made Uruha surprised. So he kneeled in front of Uruha and wiped the golden-brown hair that covered Uruha’s beautiful eyes. "Are you feeling better now?"
Uruha just nodded slowly. He felt better now. Although he was sure that tomorrow morning he would have a terrible headache. After his vision began returning to normal, he looked at pretty face who was kneeling in front of him.
Aoi looked at him with full of worry. His brows furrowed, his eyes narrowed and lip -the most beautiful lips Uruha ever saw (and feel) in his life look like tremble. Why? Why Aoi always paying so much attention on him? Why? He had been hurting him so many times, but Aoi was still approaching him and paying so much attention on him. Why? Why Aoi always make him remember about that person?
"Come on, I'll help you stand," Uruha’s arm circled into Aoi’s neck before Aoi lifted him up and help him to stand. Uruha felt like his legs could not be moved. So he leaned his whole body to Aoi’s little body.
Aoi was trying as hard as he could to help Uruha back to his room. He had to admit that Uruha was much taller and heavier than him, those facts were troubled him. But when he saw Uruha's handsome face was very pale, it made him want to help Uruha so badly. Finally Aoi arrived at Uruha’s room. Gently, Aoi laid down him on his white bed. Uruha seemed to be asleep, because his eyes were closed and his breath had returned normal. Aoi tried to took off Uruha’s shirts that smelled alcohol and wrapped him with a blanket.
Aoi sat on the edge of Uruha’s bed and stared at his sleeping face. A small smile planted on his lips. That was the first time he saw Uruha's face while he slept. His face looked very different than usual, looked very innocent and gentle. He was thinking, why Uruha looked unhappy with his life? It had been many times Uruha bother him. But he never -even once- hate him. He felt that Uruha did all of that because he felt lonely. Might be no one really ever gave love and affection to Uruha, so it make Uruha turn into someone like this. He felt sympathy for Uruha. Aoi felt ashamed of himself. During that time he was always accompanied and encouraged by his friends. But Uruha never did. He was always alone, no one supported him. And Aoi felt that he wanted to help Uruha. He wanted to help him out of his loneliness; Aoi wanted to help him break out the wall which without Uruha realized had been built between himself and the outside world.
I want to save him.
Aoi gently rubbed his hair and kissed his closed-eyelids gently. Then he got up, took off his clothes and then slept next to Uruha until morning.
A/N doooooooooooooong~ XDD I'm done with this chapter!! XDD I hope you enjoy this little fluff between them^^ comment please? X3
Author: kanonkuroii
Beta: veechuu
Genre: Fluff, Angst?, Romance
Pairings: Uruha / Aoi (main), (slight: Reita / Aoi, Kai / Aoi, Ruki / Aoi
Rating: PG-13 / R
Warnings: MxM, kissing
Chapter: 3b/??
Synopsis: Uruha is a cool person and never care about other people. But, when Aoi come into, can he find happiness that had been missing from him?
CHAPTER 3b
When Uruha opened his apartment door, the first thing he wanted was to get drunk. Without care to turn on the light, he walked toward the living room and opened his vodka collection closet. He was taking a bottle then opened it. Lazily, he slammed himself onto the couch while continuing drank the vodka. His feelings were messing up right now. He was angry at everything, angry at himself and at Aoi. Yes, Aoi. He was annoyed to Aoi because he was always smiling and laughing in any condition. Even when Uruha teased him. He hated Aoi because Aoi always looked like there is no sadness in his life. According to Aoi, the world is a place where he could have fun at any time he want without care for the other. For him the world was a playground.
Uruha snorted as he sipped his vodka. Then why was he so questioned Aoi? During that time he always unmoved when he saw someone laughing or happy on nearby. Yet why when Aoi started to come in his life -smiling, laughing, and acting silly- made Uruha felt fed up? Was it because in the depths of his heart he felt jealous to Aoi? Did he felt jealous because Aoi sociable character and had many friends who loved him?
Without he realized, he had drank bottle after bottle. His usual neat apartment now full of bottles everywhere. But he didn’t are. He just sat quietly on the couch, staring at the table in front of him with blank stares. God knew how long he had been silent, but suddenly he heard a turning key and then a figure of Aoi appeared from the end of the corridor.
"Uruha? You're not asleep? " Aoi asked, he astonished when he saw the apartment was so dark. Then he tried to find the light button, before he finally found it and turned it on. It was taking him by surprise when he saw the living room was mess up because of bottles of vodka which was lying everywhere.
"Oh my God, Uruha!" Aoi screamed quietly as he sat next to Uruha and stared at him. "What happened? Why do you drink a lot!? "Aoi’s face looked so worry and then he hold Uruha’s head in his hands. But, Uruha rudely hit Aoi’s hands to stay away from his face.
"Don’t touch me ..." he said coldly.
Aoi was soon let go of his hand from Uruha’s face and put it on his own nap. "But Uruha, what's wrong with you? You suddenly acted cold. Kai and the others are very worried about you ... " This time Aoi tried to hold Uruha’s shoulder. But before Aoi could touch, Uruha’s big hand was holding Aoi’s wrists. It made Aoi hissed in pain.
"Uru-ha?"
In an instant, Aoi's body was lying on a couch with Uruha above him. A few moments they didn’t say a word. Until finally, Aoi broke the silence.
"Uruha ... please let me go me ... "Aoi said quietly. But Uruha was ignoring Aoi’s petition. Slowly, he brought his face nearer to Aoi. He was so close, until Aoi could smell alcohol’s smell from Uruha’s breath. Aoi closed his eyes and prepared to receive a kiss from Uruha. But the kiss never came. He felt the breath down to bottom, now Uruha’s breath slowly sweeping the skin of his neck. Aoi sighed softly when he felt Uruha’s soft lips were kissing his neck. Slowly Uruha began licking and sucking Aoi's neck. He sucked it as Aoi's neck was a candy.
Aoi who aware his position put his hands on both Uruha’s shoulders, and tried to flee away from Uruha. But he was already weak as he felt Uruha’s tongue dancing on his neck Aoi let out of his breath as he felt Uruha’s teeth biting his neck roughly. Aoi’s grip on Uruha’s shoulder tightened, making his fingernails buried into Uruha’s skin. But Uruha didn’t seem notice.
Uruha lifted his head so that his face could face Aoi’s. Uruha saw Aoi's face was blushed. His mouth was slightly open to regulate his breath. His black hair stuck on his forehead, making him ten times sexier than usual. His look was always making Uruha want to flirt him.
Aoi looked Uruha in puzzled look. His whole body was numb. A cold sweat soaked his body. What Uruha just did!?
Aoi felt Uruha’s face drew -again- nearer into Aoi's face. Aoi closed his eyes because he feared of what Uruha would be doing against him again. But, he didn’t feel a kiss landed on his lips or a bite on his neck. But Uruha’s body suddenly fell on his body.
Aoi opened his eyes and took a look at Uruha who was landing his head on Aoi’s neck, Uruha’s eyes closed and he covered his mouth with his hand.
"Uru ...?"
"Nausea ..." Uruha said from behind his palm. Then, Aoi immediately put his arm around Uruha’s neck and carried him to the bathroom. But it wasn’t easy because Uruha’s body was much taller than Aoi.
When they arrived in the bathroom, Uruha immediately release his arm from Aoi, and drop him self at the toilet mouth. In a flash, he pulled out all the contents of his stomach into the toilet. His stomach hurt when he vomited all of the alcohol he had been consumed. It was been a long time since the last time he vomit because of alcohol. What happened to him?
Aoi helped Uruha by massaging his back gently. The smell of vomit spread throughout the bathroom. But Aoi didn’t care; he was too busy with Uruha, who looked very pale. He tied back Uruha's hair golden-brown hair, so the hair wouldn’t get dirty because of the vomit.
Uruha finally pressed the flush button. He sat on the floor and leaned his body to the edge of bath tub. His view was blurred and he felt a cold sweat running on his spine and his forehead. He was been drinking too much alcohol, if he continues drink it, he believed he had to be dead. Then he felt something warm brushed his cheek, it was making him avoiding that object. But he heard voice. It was sound very soft and appeased him. He also felt a gentle touch which felt so soft and warm on the other cheek. Eventually he realized that Aoi rubbed his left cheek with warm towel and rubbed his right cheek with his soft hand.
"Shh ..." Aoi rubbed Uruha’s cheek gently; he wanted to wipe the sweat that came from all direction of Uruha's face with a warm towel. But he seemed had made Uruha surprised. So he kneeled in front of Uruha and wiped the golden-brown hair that covered Uruha’s beautiful eyes. "Are you feeling better now?"
Uruha just nodded slowly. He felt better now. Although he was sure that tomorrow morning he would have a terrible headache. After his vision began returning to normal, he looked at pretty face who was kneeling in front of him.
Aoi looked at him with full of worry. His brows furrowed, his eyes narrowed and lip -the most beautiful lips Uruha ever saw (and feel) in his life look like tremble. Why? Why Aoi always paying so much attention on him? Why? He had been hurting him so many times, but Aoi was still approaching him and paying so much attention on him. Why? Why Aoi always make him remember about that person?
"Come on, I'll help you stand," Uruha’s arm circled into Aoi’s neck before Aoi lifted him up and help him to stand. Uruha felt like his legs could not be moved. So he leaned his whole body to Aoi’s little body.
Aoi was trying as hard as he could to help Uruha back to his room. He had to admit that Uruha was much taller and heavier than him, those facts were troubled him. But when he saw Uruha's handsome face was very pale, it made him want to help Uruha so badly. Finally Aoi arrived at Uruha’s room. Gently, Aoi laid down him on his white bed. Uruha seemed to be asleep, because his eyes were closed and his breath had returned normal. Aoi tried to took off Uruha’s shirts that smelled alcohol and wrapped him with a blanket.
Aoi sat on the edge of Uruha’s bed and stared at his sleeping face. A small smile planted on his lips. That was the first time he saw Uruha's face while he slept. His face looked very different than usual, looked very innocent and gentle. He was thinking, why Uruha looked unhappy with his life? It had been many times Uruha bother him. But he never -even once- hate him. He felt that Uruha did all of that because he felt lonely. Might be no one really ever gave love and affection to Uruha, so it make Uruha turn into someone like this. He felt sympathy for Uruha. Aoi felt ashamed of himself. During that time he was always accompanied and encouraged by his friends. But Uruha never did. He was always alone, no one supported him. And Aoi felt that he wanted to help Uruha. He wanted to help him out of his loneliness; Aoi wanted to help him break out the wall which without Uruha realized had been built between himself and the outside world.
I want to save him.
Aoi gently rubbed his hair and kissed his closed-eyelids gently. Then he got up, took off his clothes and then slept next to Uruha until morning.
A/N doooooooooooooong~ XDD I'm done with this chapter!! XDD I hope you enjoy this little fluff between them^^ comment please? X3