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everyone went to memphis tonight for the benefit concert. it was a good time. robert and i got lost for a while..showed up an hour late, but oh well..no biggie. i'm pretty sure i become all analytical when i am watching musicians perform. i think to myself..man, i wish i had the talent and guts to just perform in front of people all the time. i dont like people hearing me sing originals..but all at the same time i wish i could just sing a song, and look at the person its written about. but anyways, i'll just continue hiding behind my songs that are heard by my ears only. i wish i could be a confident musician. i wish i could be a lot of things..that i'm not..