Hurt
I'm not even angry anymore, I am so hurt. Friends are suppose to be there for each other especially for birthdays. When the friendship is ruined because of one huge mistake someone made. It cost alot. However when everyone else becomes involved the fight gets more complicated. I have never once said the name bitch in the last 24 hours. Someone may have said it but never me. I am in pain probaly more pain than you will ever imagine I could be in. If you truly believe I didn't want to be friends with you anymore than you are delusional. I wouldn't have done EVERYTHING that I did for you. I had my mom buy me a outfit just so I could look nice to help you celebrate. I went with you to a tattoo salon to help you out. I took you to Fridays for a pre-birthday celebration. The reason this is different with Nicole is because Nicole would NEVER do this to me, NEVER. Your excuse maybe you didn't know, you didn't know. Then why was your first response when you got into the car, Do you hate me? The things I wrote last night were all true. Thats the exact way I felt yesterday and today. I never wanted you to say you were a bad friend because @ times I really needed you, you were there. But yesterday was not one of those days. Never once in the car when you knew I was mad at you did you say sorry. Even if you didn't know what for, it's an automated response. Actually it's me that never knows when I am doing something wrong. You know if the tables were turned, you would do the exact same thing especially if I left you alone to talk with Nicole for an hour, knowing you were in the car, in the dark, all by yourself. Even 30 minutes is more than a 10 minute talk we agreed on when we went there. I asked you not to take to long. But you did. You left me in the car by myself in the dark. What would you do?