dont care
"they try to get u wit money,
like u some type of dummy,
try to fatten your tummy and
then they play ya funny
have you married wit children like you was ted bundy
im tryn to help you to the game and stay ahead hunny .
too busy droppin them dollas
she gonna stop and holla
too busy poppin they collas
see i know all about em.
u betta open your eyes u betta pay attention.
dont try to hold it inside ya betta get to ventin (ventin)
tryna be cool, calm, collective
naw get mad, cuss his ass out.. thats it..
tell the chump to get lost and brush your shouldas off
ya wanna act like the boss, ya gotta pay the cost
aint no sense in you naggin, just tell him get to packin,
you goin out tonight and prolly lookin for some action
now its his turn
ya gotta make him learn
that if ya playin wit fire,
you bound to get burned."
So this issue has really been gettin on my nerves so I thought I'd write about it without saying names or the specifics.
I was serrious when you asked me if I could accept you for how you are now. How you are now is great, even with the occasional event that you partisipate in. I can take occasional, but not daily. You asked me if I could except you for how you are now and I said yes, so when you ask me if I can except you getting ****** or smoking a **** I can't except that. Because thats not how you are now. Thats what you want to do in the future. I hate the shit, and you know it. Why, cause its bad for you and your a better/nicer person off of it than you think.
But,
Theirs no convincing you of that. So, heres what I have to say. Your 21, continue to make and keep partispating in the same dam destructice shit that landed you in jail fuckin twice. You keep fuckin with the shit, like you can't stop or something. You say you love me but odviousoly you love this shit more. Sorry I can't be your medicine and destress you, calm you down, or make you forget about your problems like it can, but I thought my love was good enough. Just keep in mind that next time when you fall I wont be there like a girlfriend, I'll be a friend from afar, because I can't take that bull shit ever again. and if we get married I'm not staying at home. You wanna do it I'm leaving. And don't get pissed if I don't come back, I hate being around you when your **** cause your no fun!!! I feel likr it's your girl friend and I always have to compete. Shes got everything I don't have for you. How the fuck can I compete with what I don't have? I love you and you know it and when I ask you to stop with what your doing you get mad and say I'm trying to change you, and that you stoppeld all the other stuff, so I shoud be happy. GET OVER YOUR SELF, if you stopped all the other stuff for me that was dumb you should have done it for your self! I don't know why anyone would want to be a *******! If you want to do that stuff do it, but with out me in your life. You want to smoke ***** fine all I ask when were married is an hour of your time not fucked up. You wanna date your other girl and give her all of your time fine, I compromise because I love you, but dam even to have you for one day a week as my *** would be great! you like knowing what your doing to your body and brain, if you can except it thats your business. I'm done caring about this issue. You do whatever you want from now on, and I'll play door way mat and let you walk all over me on the one issue I can't stand, because I love you. Theirs not going to be anyone of this kendra cares bull shit or me nagging at you or trying to educate you because all you do is fight me on the issue, or think I'm trying to turn you into an rp prep! So like I said, you feel comfortable setting those type of examples or people, you feel good kowing your going to piss me off, you feel good knowing your gonig to get your medicine thats going to make everythying great for you, you feel good knowing you can escape, and you feel good knowing that your better than it but your going to keep doing it thats on you. I'm glad you feel good doing the one thing your better than. Like I said, I don't care anymore. ITS NOT LIKE YOU EVER LIKED IT WHEN I DID ANYWAY.
love you babe
kendra
like u some type of dummy,
try to fatten your tummy and
then they play ya funny
have you married wit children like you was ted bundy
im tryn to help you to the game and stay ahead hunny .
too busy droppin them dollas
she gonna stop and holla
too busy poppin they collas
see i know all about em.
u betta open your eyes u betta pay attention.
dont try to hold it inside ya betta get to ventin (ventin)
tryna be cool, calm, collective
naw get mad, cuss his ass out.. thats it..
tell the chump to get lost and brush your shouldas off
ya wanna act like the boss, ya gotta pay the cost
aint no sense in you naggin, just tell him get to packin,
you goin out tonight and prolly lookin for some action
now its his turn
ya gotta make him learn
that if ya playin wit fire,
you bound to get burned."
So this issue has really been gettin on my nerves so I thought I'd write about it without saying names or the specifics.
I was serrious when you asked me if I could accept you for how you are now. How you are now is great, even with the occasional event that you partisipate in. I can take occasional, but not daily. You asked me if I could except you for how you are now and I said yes, so when you ask me if I can except you getting ****** or smoking a **** I can't except that. Because thats not how you are now. Thats what you want to do in the future. I hate the shit, and you know it. Why, cause its bad for you and your a better/nicer person off of it than you think.
But,
Theirs no convincing you of that. So, heres what I have to say. Your 21, continue to make and keep partispating in the same dam destructice shit that landed you in jail fuckin twice. You keep fuckin with the shit, like you can't stop or something. You say you love me but odviousoly you love this shit more. Sorry I can't be your medicine and destress you, calm you down, or make you forget about your problems like it can, but I thought my love was good enough. Just keep in mind that next time when you fall I wont be there like a girlfriend, I'll be a friend from afar, because I can't take that bull shit ever again. and if we get married I'm not staying at home. You wanna do it I'm leaving. And don't get pissed if I don't come back, I hate being around you when your **** cause your no fun!!! I feel likr it's your girl friend and I always have to compete. Shes got everything I don't have for you. How the fuck can I compete with what I don't have? I love you and you know it and when I ask you to stop with what your doing you get mad and say I'm trying to change you, and that you stoppeld all the other stuff, so I shoud be happy. GET OVER YOUR SELF, if you stopped all the other stuff for me that was dumb you should have done it for your self! I don't know why anyone would want to be a *******! If you want to do that stuff do it, but with out me in your life. You want to smoke ***** fine all I ask when were married is an hour of your time not fucked up. You wanna date your other girl and give her all of your time fine, I compromise because I love you, but dam even to have you for one day a week as my *** would be great! you like knowing what your doing to your body and brain, if you can except it thats your business. I'm done caring about this issue. You do whatever you want from now on, and I'll play door way mat and let you walk all over me on the one issue I can't stand, because I love you. Theirs not going to be anyone of this kendra cares bull shit or me nagging at you or trying to educate you because all you do is fight me on the issue, or think I'm trying to turn you into an rp prep! So like I said, you feel comfortable setting those type of examples or people, you feel good kowing your going to piss me off, you feel good knowing your gonig to get your medicine thats going to make everythying great for you, you feel good knowing you can escape, and you feel good knowing that your better than it but your going to keep doing it thats on you. I'm glad you feel good doing the one thing your better than. Like I said, I don't care anymore. ITS NOT LIKE YOU EVER LIKED IT WHEN I DID ANYWAY.
love you babe
kendra