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I am getting better at remembering to update:0p LOL
Not been verywell the last few days. But a bit better now. Gonna go and make the most of the sun in a min.
I did get a trial week for a job in a bakery really early mornings which didn't last. Not only because it was 6-7am starts but the baker boss guy was an asshole and I felt like I was working in a hotel restaurant as a KP which isn't what I applied for. And they sorta scared me off too. I was supposed to be trained up to then do all deliveries on my own and then train up others and they were hinting at a good few years work which I didn't think I would be suitable for. I didn't wanna be stuck in this town for that long unless I had a very good reason to be.
Well, I'm nt there anymore whic is a relief!:0)
Been updating my designs so I do basic copyright until can afford properly done. They're looking pretty good if I may say so myself:0)
Still working at Funkys. I do actually like bar work. The people are the most interesting:0p
My 'love life' is just ok. Not overly happy with the whole of it but really love the little bit of it. Can't really complain. Life is just as messy as a cat with a stomach problem and sometimes misses the tray. But am ok. I could be so much better but I'm happyish at the mo.
Not really caring about people anymore. Well, not as I should do anyway. Feel a little guilty about biting people's heads off of late. But if they really care about me and show it, I'll do the same. My dad and Ali are some of the worst culprits of my new found lack of caring. They have annoyed me so much I just have given up getting shitty with them. My bro and me have funny convos which include ridiculing them and everyone else who is selfish unto themselves. There are quite a few people.LOL. But everyone is selfish to a certain point. I am. But I did try to care. You can only trust in yourself. My favourite sayng at the mo:0)
Am addicted to this Mafia game on the xbox at the mo. Is annoying as I keep getting killed on this certain mission.I WILL PREVAIL!
My dad and Ali are going away for a couple of days. YAY!
No more moaning at me for stupid insecure things for a while. I am FREE!!! Yay! HAPPY ME!!! Well, almost. I could be a lot happier but that is never gonna happen. Unless I declare celebacy and become only a career woman. But to do that I would need to have certain skills which don't. But that doesn't mean I won't try.LOL.
I am really missing peoples company whom I care about.There are mainly three.
The top one won't change. My sis is thinking about not coming back and staying working and Les is supposed to be coming back soon but will be going back up again to Wales to work.
At least I'll have my female dancing buddy back. YAY! Even for a little while.
I really miss my other dancing buddy. Lots. Haven't danced for months. Grumble.
Anyway. They're going in a min so that means I can go sunbathing topless again!! Yay!! YAY YAY YAY!!!! We can do what we want!!! YAY!!
Gonna get off and go shower and stuff.
I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!ALL THREE OF YOU!!!!!!
Hope you're having a great time if you read this. Doubt it but nevertheless. I LUV ALL OF YOU!!xxxxxxxxxxHUGS
Not been verywell the last few days. But a bit better now. Gonna go and make the most of the sun in a min.
I did get a trial week for a job in a bakery really early mornings which didn't last. Not only because it was 6-7am starts but the baker boss guy was an asshole and I felt like I was working in a hotel restaurant as a KP which isn't what I applied for. And they sorta scared me off too. I was supposed to be trained up to then do all deliveries on my own and then train up others and they were hinting at a good few years work which I didn't think I would be suitable for. I didn't wanna be stuck in this town for that long unless I had a very good reason to be.
Well, I'm nt there anymore whic is a relief!:0)
Been updating my designs so I do basic copyright until can afford properly done. They're looking pretty good if I may say so myself:0)
Still working at Funkys. I do actually like bar work. The people are the most interesting:0p
My 'love life' is just ok. Not overly happy with the whole of it but really love the little bit of it. Can't really complain. Life is just as messy as a cat with a stomach problem and sometimes misses the tray. But am ok. I could be so much better but I'm happyish at the mo.
Not really caring about people anymore. Well, not as I should do anyway. Feel a little guilty about biting people's heads off of late. But if they really care about me and show it, I'll do the same. My dad and Ali are some of the worst culprits of my new found lack of caring. They have annoyed me so much I just have given up getting shitty with them. My bro and me have funny convos which include ridiculing them and everyone else who is selfish unto themselves. There are quite a few people.LOL. But everyone is selfish to a certain point. I am. But I did try to care. You can only trust in yourself. My favourite sayng at the mo:0)
Am addicted to this Mafia game on the xbox at the mo. Is annoying as I keep getting killed on this certain mission.I WILL PREVAIL!
My dad and Ali are going away for a couple of days. YAY!
No more moaning at me for stupid insecure things for a while. I am FREE!!! Yay! HAPPY ME!!! Well, almost. I could be a lot happier but that is never gonna happen. Unless I declare celebacy and become only a career woman. But to do that I would need to have certain skills which don't. But that doesn't mean I won't try.LOL.
I am really missing peoples company whom I care about.There are mainly three.
The top one won't change. My sis is thinking about not coming back and staying working and Les is supposed to be coming back soon but will be going back up again to Wales to work.
At least I'll have my female dancing buddy back. YAY! Even for a little while.
I really miss my other dancing buddy. Lots. Haven't danced for months. Grumble.
Anyway. They're going in a min so that means I can go sunbathing topless again!! Yay!! YAY YAY YAY!!!! We can do what we want!!! YAY!!
Gonna get off and go shower and stuff.
I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!ALL THREE OF YOU!!!!!!
Hope you're having a great time if you read this. Doubt it but nevertheless. I LUV ALL OF YOU!!xxxxxxxxxxHUGS