[video] | Week 3; Day 4

[idkmybffchappy]

[The light in the room isn't as bright as it should be, considering Rukia has been sleeping here for four days now. But from where the Hitomi is placed, Rukia can't been seen. But her shadow makes it into the feed. She's sitting on the floor, on her knees. Some noises are made that the device is able to pick up. There's a bit of shuffling and

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( Voice )

[idkmybffchappy]

[Her words sound a bit broken and quiet. Considering the distance between her and the Hitomi, thankfully the emptiness of the room carries her voice.]

How can.... you honestly say something like that?

{Well, they're not exactly supposed to be known, but if Abel observed what has been going on, I'm sure it's easy to piece together. We can work with this o/}

( Voice )

[idkmybffchappy]

I'm... not some sort of murderer. I just--

By my hands, he... I wasn't myself. But that's no excuse.

( Voice )

[idkmybffchappy]

I know... I've... stained my hands.

I don't... even know how to deal with myself right now. How am I ever worthy enough to live when I took a life?

( Voice )

[idkmybffchappy]

Even if I were to kill myself, I'd come back. I've... already died once here.

( Voice )

[idkmybffchappy]

Yes.

So there is no point in taking my life. It would solve nothing. The only thing I can do is live and take responsibility for my actions.

( Voice )

[idkmybffchappy]

[She sighs]

I suppose my problem now is that I do not know where to start.

( Voice )

[idkmybffchappy]

Rush?

( Voice )

[idkmybffchappy]

But I cannot forget it.