[Week 28, Day 2 | Dream]
I… can’t take it anymore…
[Talking feels like rubbing sandpaper against her throat. There is a dry patch on her tongue that she can’t seem to wet, and her body aches where the restraints bind her- seemingly everywhere. But it won’t matter soon.]
Kill me! Kill me, hurry up and kill me.
Misa Amane, can you hear me?
[The voice is scrambled, like on TV. Not that recognizing a voice would help her now. Misa wonders why L bothered, if this is really L.]
Yes… Please kill me now…
Does this mean that in the face of overwhelming evidence, you are acknowledging that you are the second Kira and giving up?
No, I don’t know anything about that…
[Admitting to anything will implicate Light. She can’t do that, no matter what. But while Misa was optimistic about her ability to withstand anything for Light in the beginning, she is at her limit. There is no way of knowing how long she has been like this, blinded and trapped in some unknown location, but the timeframe no longer matters. Misa hopes that she gave Light enough time to think of a plan.]
I can’t take this… I’d rather be dead…
[It isn’t L that she wants to talk to.]
Now! Hurry! Kill me! You can do it immediately, right?!
[Though she can’t see her, Misa knows that Rem must be there, lurking over her shoulder.]
Misa… do you mean…?
Yes, kill me.
If I have to kill you, then I’ll kill Light Yagami too. This is all his-
No… no… kill me.
[She knows that the shinigami will do it for her. As long as Light survives…]
I was supposed to die that day anyway.