[Week 20, Day 3]

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[If there's one constant in this place, it's the fact that nothing is consistent. It's frustrating, something that Mello can't do anything about, and that's something that never really does sit well with him. But what is he supposed to do? Rage at nothing? Tear shit up until he feels better

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[Matt's geeky enough to message someone from mere feet away, but in this case, he thinks going in person is a better idea. He even puts his cigarette out before he goes into the hall and knocks on Mello's door.]

It's me.

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[And he avoided this, the first time. Showed only the anger, kept the worse parts for when he was alone. Here, you're never alone. Fucking Hitomi.]

What's up.

[Yes, he's standing now. Having someone actually there makes him more conscious of the fact that technically, even sitting here alone, quietly, he's publicly sulking. Shit.]

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[Matt pushes the door open. He doesn't need to ask what's bothering Mello.]

You wanna, I dunno. Go do something?

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[The look he gives Matt in response is nothing short of Why the fuck would you ask me that-

No, he doesn't want to go do something. Mello doesn't know what he wants, right now. He wants to be alone, he wants to not be alone. Because the first time, when there was no one around-

That time was so fucking bad. He'll never admit it, though.]

No.

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[Okay, Mello not wanting to throw himself into some kind of reckless action is a really bad sign. Matt slips into the room, closing the door behind him.]

That's kinda all I got, man. I'd fix the way this place has fucked you over, but.