[Reaction] 2/3purgingthreeAugust 13 2010, 12:14:26 UTC
[...before it hits him. That pink-haired guy just cut open Allen's throat. And the kid hadn't seen it coming, looked like he just couldn't believe it. That must be why it even hit in the first place; because he didn't think it would happen.
...damn idiot, who do you always do that? Always jumping in front of those no one cares about and get yourself in trouble. Just because you're so damn full of love and care that it's almost suffocating and unbelievable but it's really there. How the hell does it fit in such a small body anyway? And someone who cares and loves so much shouldn't be the end who ends up like this, but yet they're the ones that do simply because they care and love so much.
It's just so damn unfair.
Cross thinks Allen's care is stupid, he really does, but that doesn't mean that it's wrong, just fucked up and something no one else can understand because they're not like that, and they haven't seen, and they view things so differently because to them enemies are just enemies while to Allen they're pitiful beings that need to be saved and normal humans when it comes to the Noah. He just doesn't view things like a normal person would.
It's weird how the one that sees himself as a weapon longing for the battlefield but at the same time created to save people can be so painfully human that even someone like Cross can't help but pity him and grow to like him for always sticking to being him and nothing else despite that others don't accept it.
And there he lies, dead, with a golden golem panicking and trying to make him live again even if it must know he's dead and that that's that.
For now.
Because Allen will be back, because someone can't stay dead here. But...
...damn idiot, who do you always do that? Always jumping in front of those no one cares about and get yourself in trouble. Just because you're so damn full of love and care that it's almost suffocating and unbelievable but it's really there. How the hell does it fit in such a small body anyway? And someone who cares and loves so much shouldn't be the end who ends up like this, but yet they're the ones that do simply because they care and love so much.
It's just so damn unfair.
Cross thinks Allen's care is stupid, he really does, but that doesn't mean that it's wrong, just fucked up and something no one else can understand because they're not like that, and they haven't seen, and they view things so differently because to them enemies are just enemies while to Allen they're pitiful beings that need to be saved and normal humans when it comes to the Noah. He just doesn't view things like a normal person would.
It's weird how the one that sees himself as a weapon longing for the battlefield but at the same time created to save people can be so painfully human that even someone like Cross can't help but pity him and grow to like him for always sticking to being him and nothing else despite that others don't accept it.
And there he lies, dead, with a golden golem panicking and trying to make him live again even if it must know he's dead and that that's that.
For now.
Because Allen will be back, because someone can't stay dead here. But...
But still.]
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