the auria is bleeding, ohh
and the boyish voice is leaving
i've been an evil tenor, ohh
i filled the innocent's doe eyes with glue
you're my only softness, ohh
you're my only pleasure, it's true
and i never want to be your
little friendly abject failure
Hello all! you may have noticed I finally locked my journal... XD someone I know in real life found it through a friend's, and though he's not a bad guy, I don't really want anyone I don't consider close reading my stuff. anyone from real life, anyway, it's funny how I feel more comfortable with internet people than ones I actually know.. XD
it's almost Friday. almost. :) I should be doing homework currently, but I'm not too worried about it; all I have is to write two article assessments for US Govt. and Chem, respectively. not too shabby. .3. damn, do I wish I had a -working- printer, though.
new Bleach episode - DO WAAANT ;___; I'm so happy the fillers are over! I'll wait until tomorrow to watch it though, I shouldn't get too carried away in fucking around. same with the new chapter... .3.
AHO HAS A BIG RETARDED MAN-CRUSH ON JOHN EDWARDS, YES SHE DO XD lol, I'm such a nerd. but he's so charming! ;_; (for those of you who know me well enough and are all WTF AHO LIEKS SUM1 REAL?!, nooo, I just think he's a sweetie. :p) I like Obama too, but I've liked Edwards since 2004. :3 it's too bad he won't win, I'd love to campaign for him... T_T instead I bet Clinton will. :< woman president = Y, but she supports the war. NNNNNNNNNNNNNN
for my new friends, yes, I am sort of political, you'll come to realize this more as the election gets closer :B
hhh my dad has pneumonia XD so mom and Claire went to this delicious Chinese place I love to bring back food 'for him'. which means for all of us. vegetarian sesame chicken = mouthgasm TuT <333
this seems to be gaen about, I'll do it as well. actually, I have a few other memes I want to do as well, maybe this weekend. XD
1. Are you an innie or an outie? Innie~ outies kinda creep me out :B
2. Have you ever worn bell-bottoms? Of course! :D I was crazy about them in 4th and 5th grade. (LOL the other person put something similar XD)
3. Have you ever written a song? When I was little, I was obsessed with it. ._. And for the music, I just drew lines up and down to show pitch - like this XDDD I somehow expected myself to remember the melody.
4. Can you make change for a dollar right now? Yeah, I have a Sacajawea dollar coin right next to me. XD I do not lie.
5. Have you ever been in the opposite sex's public toilet? Yup, of course.
6. Have you ever smelled your own feet? Yes. They smell bad ;_;
7. Do you like ketchup on or beside your French fries? Beside, so I can dip them as I like. I also like Polynesian on them (so did the other person, again! o.o) and they're really good dipped in chocolate shake too, like a Frosty
8. Can you touch your tongue to your nose? Not at all
9. Have you ever been a boy/girl scout? I was a Daisy and a Brownie scout, then I quit xD
10. Have you ever broken a mirror? Hm, I think so.
11. Have you ever put your tongue on a frozen pole? Ew, no.
12. What is your biggest pet peeve? Really stupid people, when my grandma makes offhand racist remarks, my sister replying "ok" to whatever I say, DVDs/CDs not working, people in the driver seat rolling up my window for me.
13. Do you slurp your drink after it's gone? Yeah, if it was delishus.
14. Have you ever blown bubbles in your milk? You know it XD
15. Would you rather eat a Big Mac or a Whopper? NEITHER I'm vegetarian ;3;
16. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? Hell yeah! It's...interesting %D
17. When you are at the grocery store, do you ask for paper or plastic? Plastic, lulz.
18. True or False: You would rather eat steak than pizza. FAAALSE. I don't even remember what steak tastes like, it's been a decade at least. (lol I feel so old saying that!)
19. Did you have a baby blanket? I still do! ♥
20. Have you ever tried to cut your own hair? Sure have.
21. Have you ever sleepwalked? No, but one time I woke up in lotus position, sitting on my bed. That was weird. XD sleepyoga.
22. Have you ever had a birthday party at McDonalds? Nope, but I've been to one. XD
23. Can you flip your eye-lids up? Eeeew no, never tried XD
24. Are you double jointed? Nnnope, though someone thought I was once.
25. If you could be any age, what age would you be? 19. It sounds nice.
26. Have you ever gotten gum stuck in your hair? Yesss ;_;
27. Have you ever thrown-up after a roller coaster ride? Neva. I love roller coasters <3
28. What is your dream car? Hhm, probably a 4-door sedan. It sounds boring, but I think I'd be content with one. A Mazda maybe, like my dad. I love sports cars, but I don't like people staring at me :B
29. What is your favorite cartoon of all time? THE SIMPSONS. (like the other person, again! :D)
30. Would you go swimming in shallow waters where, one year earlier, a shark had attacked a child? NO. NO NO NO I'm so fucking afraid of sharks.
31. How many cavities do you have? I can't recall ever having any, though mom insists I had one once. (w/e)
32. Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit? Yuck, no.
33. If you were in a car sinking in a lake, what would you do first: open the seat belt, or open the window and swim out? ...wouldn't you have to take off the seatbelt to swim? o_O
34. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? Nyet.
35. Can you pick something up with your toes? Hell yes, I'm good at it =D
36. How many remote controls do you have in your house? one for the DVD player in my parents' room, that's it. for the living room we use the PS2 controller XD
37. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? Since I started high school, yes.
38. How many times have you flown in an airplane in the last year? I don't think any, actually >:
39. How many foreign countries have you visited? Canada, it's SO EXOTIC (nah but I loved it there x3)
40. If you were out of shape, would you compete in a triathlon if you were somehow guaranteed to win a big, gaudy medal? No, fuck medals! o_O and I'm already out of shape, I can't run for shit. XD
41. Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? Poor and happy, being unhappy sucks. ._. I'd be friends with all the rich unhappy people. =D!
42. If you fell into quicksand, would you try to swim or try to float? The hell? you can't do either o_o I'd probably stay still and scream for help, that seems most logical.
44. Do you ask for directions when you are lost? Never been lost on my own, I'm just 16.
45. Have you ever had a Mexican jumping bean? No. Don't they have bugs in them or something? >_<
46. Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland? Alice, duh. Who'd pick Cinderella? o_O Plus, I loved AiW when I was a kid. ♥
47. Would you rather have an ant farm with no ants or a box of crayons with broken points? Crayons, you can either sharpen or melt them. I hate ants. And their habitats. so there.
48. Do you prefer light or dark bread? I LOEV BREAD. ALL BREAD. ALLLL. except American white bread, that shit ain't bread :P bread. breeeaaad
49. Do you prefer scrambled or fried eggs? Tough choice - they both have their merits >: did you know they're great on bread?
50. Have you ever been in a car that ran out of gas? Yeah, the other day actually - luckily it wasn't too far from school. xD
51. Do you talk in your sleep? When I'm in that weird half-asleep, half-awake stage, I've been told to speak gibberish - but never when I was wholly asleep, I don't think I do.
52. Would you rather shovel snow or mow the lawn? Shovel snow. I like snow. :3 (then again, we have no lawnmower, so if I say that, does that mean I don't have to do anything? XD)
53. Would you rather be bitten by a poisonous snake or constricted by a python? Bitten, definitely. 1. there's a chance of getting a quick antidote, 2. suffocation is horrible torture.
54. Have you ever played in the rain? But of course :3
55. Which do you think is more dangerous: A Bear or a Shark? SHARKSHARKSHARK AAAHHH SHARKS.
56. Would you climb a very high tree to save a kitten? Fuck yes I would, I love cats :(((((
57. Can you tell the difference between a crocodile and an alligator? YES! Crocs' teeth point up, alligators' point down. >w<
58. Do you drink Pepsi or Coke? I like Coke and hate Pepsi. But I drink only diet soda anyway. I'd rather drink diet Pepsi than regular Coke. (my personal favorite drink is diet Dr. Pepper, or diet Dr. K in my cheapass case :p)
59. What’s your favorite number? 97, that's my ideal grade. it's a good grade, and I also like something about the number itself.
60. If you were a car, would you be an SUV or a sports car? Sports car fo sho, just because I hate SUVs. ._.
61. Have you ever accidentally taken something from a hotel? If by 'accidentally' you mean 'on purpose', yes.
62. Would you blow your nose at the dinner table? We don't have a dinner table. XD
63. Have you ever slipped in the bathtub? Yeah, it smarts :\
64. Do you use regular or deodorant soap? Regular.
65. Have you ever locked yourself out of the house? Probably...
66. Would you rather make your living as a singing cowboy or as one of the Simpsons' voices? SIMPSONS VOICES. wtf stupid question though XD
67. If you could invite any celebrity to your home for dinner, who would it be? I dunno...John Edwards? XD XD XD I don't know o_O
68. Have you ever gotten a truck driver to honk his horn? No, that sounds stupid ._.
69. Which would you rather live with: a huge nose or crossed eyes? Huge nose .3.
70. Would you hang out with someone your best friend didn't like? I guess, if I liked them a whole lot.
71. Would you hang out with someone your best friend liked, but you didn't like? No, why would I hang out with someone I didn't like? XD;
72. Have you ever returned a gift? Yeah, I've gotten the same thing from different people before.
73. Would you give someone else a gift that had been given to you? If I thought they'd like it...?
74. If you could attend an Olympic Event, what would it be? Crazy extreme sports 8D that'd be most entertaining.
75. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 1. And they're technically my mom's. -emo tear-
76. If your grandmother gave you a gift that you already have, would you tell her? Depends on the grandma I suppose...
77. Do you sing in the car? If no one else is in there.
78. Would you rather jump into a dumpster or into a vat of honey? Hh...my first thought was honey, cause yum, but I wouldn't want to be so sticky... :\ then again, honey is guaranteed to be used condom-free. I hope.
79. What is your favorite breed of dog? I hate dogs >: would never hurt them, hate people who do, but I dislike them in general. annoying smelly things.
80. Would you donate money to feed starving animals in the winter? For sure.
81. If you were a bicycle, would you be a stingray or a mountain bike? Stingray sounds retarded, but that's my choice...it's just a normal bike, right? XD
83. What kind of fruit have you never had? I'm sure there's several foreign ones ._. there are probably hundreds of fruits.
84. If you won a $5,000 shopping spree to any store, which store would you pick? Borders, I think. They have music and manga and stuff. Though an anime store would be cool...
85. What brand sports apparel do you wear the most? None.
86. Are/were you a good student? I'm not a bad student, per se...but I'm not nearly as good as I was in elementary school, by far.
87. Among your friends, who could you arm wrestle and beat? I dunno, a few? XD Some definitely not, though, I generally suck at stuff like that.
88. If you had to choose, what branch of the military would you be in? NONE EW LOCK ME UP INSTEAD DDD: conscientious objector plzzz, gtfo military x_x
89. Would you ever parachute out of a plane? Yesss, that sounds fun.
90. What do you think is your best feature? Physically? ._. I guess a lotta people like my eyes...nothing else comes to mind. I always say my fingertips though, I can type and game awesomely with them ;D
91. If you were to win a grammy, what kind of music would it be for? "WTF ARE WE GIVING YOU THIS GRAMMY FOR HAVE IT ANYWAY. :D"
92. What is your favorite season? because of the pure season-ness of it? winter. x3
93. How many members do you have in your immediate family? four, including me. mom, dad, sister.
94. Which of the five senses is most important to you? I like all of them, thanks much, though I guess sight and hearing come first :B
95. Would you be a more successful painter or singer? Painting, just cause I'd never sing. XD;
97. How many years will/did you end up going to college? I'd like to go the designated 4... :<
98. Have you ever had surgery? non.
99. Would you rather be a professional figure skater or professional football player? neither XD
100. What do you like to collect? I LOVE to collect brochures about food. from the grocery store, from Starbucks, from restaurants, whatever. I love it. even better if they have a calorie chart. (don't ask, everyone collects something weird, right?)
this is a rather pointless post, but oh well. >:3 eat me.
i've been an evil tenor, ohh
i filled the innocent's doe eyes with glue
you're my only softness, ohh
you're my only pleasure, it's true
and i never want to be your
little friendly abject failure
Hello all! you may have noticed I finally locked my journal... XD someone I know in real life found it through a friend's, and though he's not a bad guy, I don't really want anyone I don't consider close reading my stuff. anyone from real life, anyway, it's funny how I feel more comfortable with internet people than ones I actually know.. XD
it's almost Friday. almost. :) I should be doing homework currently, but I'm not too worried about it; all I have is to write two article assessments for US Govt. and Chem, respectively. not too shabby. .3. damn, do I wish I had a -working- printer, though.
new Bleach episode - DO WAAANT ;___; I'm so happy the fillers are over! I'll wait until tomorrow to watch it though, I shouldn't get too carried away in fucking around. same with the new chapter... .3.
AHO HAS A BIG RETARDED MAN-CRUSH ON JOHN EDWARDS, YES SHE DO XD lol, I'm such a nerd. but he's so charming! ;_; (for those of you who know me well enough and are all WTF AHO LIEKS SUM1 REAL?!, nooo, I just think he's a sweetie. :p) I like Obama too, but I've liked Edwards since 2004. :3 it's too bad he won't win, I'd love to campaign for him... T_T instead I bet Clinton will. :< woman president = Y, but she supports the war. NNNNNNNNNNNNNN
for my new friends, yes, I am sort of political, you'll come to realize this more as the election gets closer :B
hhh my dad has pneumonia XD so mom and Claire went to this delicious Chinese place I love to bring back food 'for him'. which means for all of us. vegetarian sesame chicken = mouthgasm TuT <333
this seems to be gaen about, I'll do it as well. actually, I have a few other memes I want to do as well, maybe this weekend. XD
1. Are you an innie or an outie? Innie~ outies kinda creep me out :B
2. Have you ever worn bell-bottoms? Of course! :D I was crazy about them in 4th and 5th grade. (LOL the other person put something similar XD)
3. Have you ever written a song? When I was little, I was obsessed with it. ._. And for the music, I just drew lines up and down to show pitch - like this XDDD I somehow expected myself to remember the melody.
4. Can you make change for a dollar right now? Yeah, I have a Sacajawea dollar coin right next to me. XD I do not lie.
5. Have you ever been in the opposite sex's public toilet? Yup, of course.
6. Have you ever smelled your own feet? Yes. They smell bad ;_;
7. Do you like ketchup on or beside your French fries? Beside, so I can dip them as I like. I also like Polynesian on them (so did the other person, again! o.o) and they're really good dipped in chocolate shake too, like a Frosty
8. Can you touch your tongue to your nose? Not at all
9. Have you ever been a boy/girl scout? I was a Daisy and a Brownie scout, then I quit xD
10. Have you ever broken a mirror? Hm, I think so.
11. Have you ever put your tongue on a frozen pole? Ew, no.
12. What is your biggest pet peeve? Really stupid people, when my grandma makes offhand racist remarks, my sister replying "ok" to whatever I say, DVDs/CDs not working, people in the driver seat rolling up my window for me.
13. Do you slurp your drink after it's gone? Yeah, if it was delishus.
14. Have you ever blown bubbles in your milk? You know it XD
15. Would you rather eat a Big Mac or a Whopper? NEITHER I'm vegetarian ;3;
16. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? Hell yeah! It's...interesting %D
17. When you are at the grocery store, do you ask for paper or plastic? Plastic, lulz.
18. True or False: You would rather eat steak than pizza. FAAALSE. I don't even remember what steak tastes like, it's been a decade at least. (lol I feel so old saying that!)
19. Did you have a baby blanket? I still do! ♥
20. Have you ever tried to cut your own hair? Sure have.
21. Have you ever sleepwalked? No, but one time I woke up in lotus position, sitting on my bed. That was weird. XD sleepyoga.
22. Have you ever had a birthday party at McDonalds? Nope, but I've been to one. XD
23. Can you flip your eye-lids up? Eeeew no, never tried XD
24. Are you double jointed? Nnnope, though someone thought I was once.
25. If you could be any age, what age would you be? 19. It sounds nice.
26. Have you ever gotten gum stuck in your hair? Yesss ;_;
27. Have you ever thrown-up after a roller coaster ride? Neva. I love roller coasters <3
28. What is your dream car? Hhm, probably a 4-door sedan. It sounds boring, but I think I'd be content with one. A Mazda maybe, like my dad. I love sports cars, but I don't like people staring at me :B
29. What is your favorite cartoon of all time? THE SIMPSONS. (like the other person, again! :D)
30. Would you go swimming in shallow waters where, one year earlier, a shark had attacked a child? NO. NO NO NO I'm so fucking afraid of sharks.
31. How many cavities do you have? I can't recall ever having any, though mom insists I had one once. (w/e)
32. Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit? Yuck, no.
33. If you were in a car sinking in a lake, what would you do first: open the seat belt, or open the window and swim out? ...wouldn't you have to take off the seatbelt to swim? o_O
34. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? Nyet.
35. Can you pick something up with your toes? Hell yes, I'm good at it =D
36. How many remote controls do you have in your house? one for the DVD player in my parents' room, that's it. for the living room we use the PS2 controller XD
37. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? Since I started high school, yes.
38. How many times have you flown in an airplane in the last year? I don't think any, actually >:
39. How many foreign countries have you visited? Canada, it's SO EXOTIC (nah but I loved it there x3)
40. If you were out of shape, would you compete in a triathlon if you were somehow guaranteed to win a big, gaudy medal? No, fuck medals! o_O and I'm already out of shape, I can't run for shit. XD
41. Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? Poor and happy, being unhappy sucks. ._. I'd be friends with all the rich unhappy people. =D!
42. If you fell into quicksand, would you try to swim or try to float? The hell? you can't do either o_o I'd probably stay still and scream for help, that seems most logical.
44. Do you ask for directions when you are lost? Never been lost on my own, I'm just 16.
45. Have you ever had a Mexican jumping bean? No. Don't they have bugs in them or something? >_<
46. Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland? Alice, duh. Who'd pick Cinderella? o_O Plus, I loved AiW when I was a kid. ♥
47. Would you rather have an ant farm with no ants or a box of crayons with broken points? Crayons, you can either sharpen or melt them. I hate ants. And their habitats. so there.
48. Do you prefer light or dark bread? I LOEV BREAD. ALL BREAD. ALLLL. except American white bread, that shit ain't bread :P bread. breeeaaad
49. Do you prefer scrambled or fried eggs? Tough choice - they both have their merits >: did you know they're great on bread?
50. Have you ever been in a car that ran out of gas? Yeah, the other day actually - luckily it wasn't too far from school. xD
51. Do you talk in your sleep? When I'm in that weird half-asleep, half-awake stage, I've been told to speak gibberish - but never when I was wholly asleep, I don't think I do.
52. Would you rather shovel snow or mow the lawn? Shovel snow. I like snow. :3 (then again, we have no lawnmower, so if I say that, does that mean I don't have to do anything? XD)
53. Would you rather be bitten by a poisonous snake or constricted by a python? Bitten, definitely. 1. there's a chance of getting a quick antidote, 2. suffocation is horrible torture.
54. Have you ever played in the rain? But of course :3
55. Which do you think is more dangerous: A Bear or a Shark? SHARKSHARKSHARK AAAHHH SHARKS.
56. Would you climb a very high tree to save a kitten? Fuck yes I would, I love cats :(((((
57. Can you tell the difference between a crocodile and an alligator? YES! Crocs' teeth point up, alligators' point down. >w<
58. Do you drink Pepsi or Coke? I like Coke and hate Pepsi. But I drink only diet soda anyway. I'd rather drink diet Pepsi than regular Coke. (my personal favorite drink is diet Dr. Pepper, or diet Dr. K in my cheapass case :p)
59. What’s your favorite number? 97, that's my ideal grade. it's a good grade, and I also like something about the number itself.
60. If you were a car, would you be an SUV or a sports car? Sports car fo sho, just because I hate SUVs. ._.
61. Have you ever accidentally taken something from a hotel? If by 'accidentally' you mean 'on purpose', yes.
62. Would you blow your nose at the dinner table? We don't have a dinner table. XD
63. Have you ever slipped in the bathtub? Yeah, it smarts :\
64. Do you use regular or deodorant soap? Regular.
65. Have you ever locked yourself out of the house? Probably...
66. Would you rather make your living as a singing cowboy or as one of the Simpsons' voices? SIMPSONS VOICES. wtf stupid question though XD
67. If you could invite any celebrity to your home for dinner, who would it be? I dunno...John Edwards? XD XD XD I don't know o_O
68. Have you ever gotten a truck driver to honk his horn? No, that sounds stupid ._.
69. Which would you rather live with: a huge nose or crossed eyes? Huge nose .3.
70. Would you hang out with someone your best friend didn't like? I guess, if I liked them a whole lot.
71. Would you hang out with someone your best friend liked, but you didn't like? No, why would I hang out with someone I didn't like? XD;
72. Have you ever returned a gift? Yeah, I've gotten the same thing from different people before.
73. Would you give someone else a gift that had been given to you? If I thought they'd like it...?
74. If you could attend an Olympic Event, what would it be? Crazy extreme sports 8D that'd be most entertaining.
75. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 1. And they're technically my mom's. -emo tear-
76. If your grandmother gave you a gift that you already have, would you tell her? Depends on the grandma I suppose...
77. Do you sing in the car? If no one else is in there.
78. Would you rather jump into a dumpster or into a vat of honey? Hh...my first thought was honey, cause yum, but I wouldn't want to be so sticky... :\ then again, honey is guaranteed to be used condom-free. I hope.
79. What is your favorite breed of dog? I hate dogs >: would never hurt them, hate people who do, but I dislike them in general. annoying smelly things.
80. Would you donate money to feed starving animals in the winter? For sure.
81. If you were a bicycle, would you be a stingray or a mountain bike? Stingray sounds retarded, but that's my choice...it's just a normal bike, right? XD
83. What kind of fruit have you never had? I'm sure there's several foreign ones ._. there are probably hundreds of fruits.
84. If you won a $5,000 shopping spree to any store, which store would you pick? Borders, I think. They have music and manga and stuff. Though an anime store would be cool...
85. What brand sports apparel do you wear the most? None.
86. Are/were you a good student? I'm not a bad student, per se...but I'm not nearly as good as I was in elementary school, by far.
87. Among your friends, who could you arm wrestle and beat? I dunno, a few? XD Some definitely not, though, I generally suck at stuff like that.
88. If you had to choose, what branch of the military would you be in? NONE EW LOCK ME UP INSTEAD DDD: conscientious objector plzzz, gtfo military x_x
89. Would you ever parachute out of a plane? Yesss, that sounds fun.
90. What do you think is your best feature? Physically? ._. I guess a lotta people like my eyes...nothing else comes to mind. I always say my fingertips though, I can type and game awesomely with them ;D
91. If you were to win a grammy, what kind of music would it be for? "WTF ARE WE GIVING YOU THIS GRAMMY FOR HAVE IT ANYWAY. :D"
92. What is your favorite season? because of the pure season-ness of it? winter. x3
93. How many members do you have in your immediate family? four, including me. mom, dad, sister.
94. Which of the five senses is most important to you? I like all of them, thanks much, though I guess sight and hearing come first :B
95. Would you be a more successful painter or singer? Painting, just cause I'd never sing. XD;
97. How many years will/did you end up going to college? I'd like to go the designated 4... :<
98. Have you ever had surgery? non.
99. Would you rather be a professional figure skater or professional football player? neither XD
100. What do you like to collect? I LOVE to collect brochures about food. from the grocery store, from Starbucks, from restaurants, whatever. I love it. even better if they have a calorie chart. (don't ask, everyone collects something weird, right?)
this is a rather pointless post, but oh well. >:3 eat me.