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[kankinator]

I've had it. Life without drugs isn't life at all. Everything is just blunt and wearisome. Besides, my body is dying for putting up with all of these heavy withdrawals. Rehab may have taught me how to supress it but I think I slipped up a bit in school today. In english, that damn teacher of mine made me read outloud to the class. I only got

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[sandcastle_king]

I don't think that's a particularly intelligent idea. You shouldn't take anymore of anything unless you want to spend the night as a hospital getting your stomach pumped. I don't think you want that...and I know I'd rather not deal with it (and the fallout).

...and you were asking me if everything was alright and if I needed help?

[kankinator]

Leave me alone Gaara. You don't understand even HALF OF THIS SHIT IN MY LIFE.

....

Ugh, sorry I yelled. I'm just kind of stressed out. I need to get my hands back on the acid. Good times... good times... I think the uppers are finally kicking in. You're a good kid, you know that?

P.S. I'll kill you if I find you doing any drugs.

[sandcastle_king]

...I'll chalk that up the the drugs and overlook it.
For now.

Your habits bother me. I don't care what you take, but I do think you should be responsible about it.
If you don't want to be alone, I can be there. In fact, I probably should be whether you want me or not.

Don't worry; I don't do anything like that.

[kankinator]

Appreciate it.

Maybe I wouldn't even have to go so insane on this shit if you wouldn't drive me to do so. No hold on. I'm sorry again. I shouldn't be blaming you for my insecurities. That's real sweet of you Gaara... seriously... but I need to deal with it myself. I don't want to drag you down or anything.

[sandcastle_king]

...don't be sorry. Don't blame me for things, either, but if it is my fault, I'd at least like to hear about it. Don't try to placate me if something's wrong.
Alright...if this is something you need to do alone, I understand, but don't try to handle it yourself just to spare me.

[kankinator]

Ah, I was totally tripping balls awhile ago. I'm better now. Nothing is wrong. It might just be because I worry about you too much sometimes. You're not exactly the healthiest kid on the block... or the smartest when it comes to picking friends. I don't think I see enough of you is why. See, it leaves me to fill in the blanks of your life using my imagination. Understand yet?

And hey, I don't have any problems that needs help. I can quit anytime I want. *takes a big huff of a joint*

[sandcastle_king]

I'm going to ignore the jab at my intelligence.
So, if you saw more of me, you'd feel better? Your imagination seems inadequate; you less daydreaming and more reality. Hands-on kind of stuff?

[kankinator]

....Yes. Yes exactly. Let's just say my imagination is not enough to feed my undying hunger- I mean, anxiety. Sometimes I might imagine things that didn't ever happen and then I get to thinking that they ARE reality. And then the trouble comes.

[sandcastle_king]

Your...anxiety is really bothering you. You should take the edge off that. If you really want, maybe I'll even smoke with you, if you want to hang out..

[kankinator]

Hum, I guess it is. The only way I can really think up of as how is to stalk you around for the next week. Or year. There's no way I'll let you actually smoke, but you're free to watch me smoke. I'll get you a lollipop though, so you can at least look cool.

[sandcastle_king]

Doesn't it defeat the purpose if you tell me you're going to stalk me? Not that I care if you do, though I think I'd prefer if you accompanied me rather than stalked me. Cherry. And I'll be very entertaining to take your mind off of things, too, you pervert.

[kankinator]

Oh, well... in that case don't mind if I do. We can walk to school together and go home together and go grocery shopping together and drink juice together and go camping together and everything. I'll be sure to fight off those "creeps" for you too. That's a good boy. Not to mention I've picked up a few tricks involving a joint and my mouth over the years. This'll be one delightful evening. ♥

[sandcastle_king]

Is that right. Showering together too?
*smirks* Damn straight, this ought to be good.

[kankinator]

Especially showering together. You never know when Temari might.... run in and..... kill... you.....*clears throat* Its just a shame that I don't have the money for a lollipop. I suppose I'll just have to find you a replacement then~

[sandcastle_king]

Oh, yes, it'd be so much better if she ran in and...killed both of us. Definate improvement. Guess you will have to supply something. I don't like being dissappointed, and I was promised something sweet and red to suck on.

[kankinator]

...Good point. From now on when you take showers, I'll be sure to move the toilet in front of the door so she can't get in. Or anyone else, for that matter. Oh believe me, I think we'll both like what I have in mind. I'll give you a clue: its big and delicious and lives in my pants. Give up?