What? No presents?
I looked at the calendar today and my stomach did a twitch/flip-flop type deal.
Today is my 9 year wedding anniversary. I should be giddy with expectations of what delightful surprises my loving husband should be bestowing upon me.
Yeah right, and my name is really Coffee Brown (because I cannot be Snow White, duh) and my kids are really dwarfs named Thuggy, Snatchy, and Afro.
9 years is a long time, and that's just the marriage. 11 years if you include the entire relationship. I was freaking 19 when I met this man that I thought was incredible. I was so stupid, I should have figured it out that the guy had to have something wrong with him because he liked me, romantically. That said it all right there.
Guys think I'm cool, don't get me wrong, but most of it's because I'm about as feminine as concrete 98% of the time, depending on the day that might dip to 92%. And being thought of as cool is a lot different than being thought of as cool, I bet she'd be fun on a date.
So today is my day to just be sad, because even though I try really hard not to admit it or show it, I did love being in love with someone and I miss having someone love me.
Today is my 9 year wedding anniversary. I should be giddy with expectations of what delightful surprises my loving husband should be bestowing upon me.
Yeah right, and my name is really Coffee Brown (because I cannot be Snow White, duh) and my kids are really dwarfs named Thuggy, Snatchy, and Afro.
9 years is a long time, and that's just the marriage. 11 years if you include the entire relationship. I was freaking 19 when I met this man that I thought was incredible. I was so stupid, I should have figured it out that the guy had to have something wrong with him because he liked me, romantically. That said it all right there.
Guys think I'm cool, don't get me wrong, but most of it's because I'm about as feminine as concrete 98% of the time, depending on the day that might dip to 92%. And being thought of as cool is a lot different than being thought of as cool, I bet she'd be fun on a date.
So today is my day to just be sad, because even though I try really hard not to admit it or show it, I did love being in love with someone and I miss having someone love me.