Buttons!!
Omigooodness! The buttons on all the equipment (mixers, synthesizers, and racks oh my!) in my Principles & Practices of Electronic Music just beg to be touched. Professor Wood even recommended that we come in and play around with things even when we didn't have a lab. *huge grin* Don't get me wrong, it's overwhelming too, but I'm just excited at the opportunity to just handle some of this stuff y'know?
One guy is in both of the lab classes with me, so I'm gonna try and stick with him so I don't get too lost.
I'm still in this state of 'dazed & confused'. I know he's gone, but it still doesn't seem real. My uncle from Florida told my mom yesterday that she should get a lawyer to look into the hospital because as many times as he's been in the local hospital, there was never a need for them to do the tracheotomy that they did at this other hospital.
So once again, the guilt starts. I'm the one that had to give the okay for them to do the surgery, and then my dad dies after they perform it. I know I shouldn't feel like it was my fault, but I can't help but wonder if things would have been different if I had said no.
One guy is in both of the lab classes with me, so I'm gonna try and stick with him so I don't get too lost.
I'm still in this state of 'dazed & confused'. I know he's gone, but it still doesn't seem real. My uncle from Florida told my mom yesterday that she should get a lawyer to look into the hospital because as many times as he's been in the local hospital, there was never a need for them to do the tracheotomy that they did at this other hospital.
So once again, the guilt starts. I'm the one that had to give the okay for them to do the surgery, and then my dad dies after they perform it. I know I shouldn't feel like it was my fault, but I can't help but wonder if things would have been different if I had said no.