Aug 29, 2005 20:58
in the words of the great Nozzy... im depressed as shit... school is coming too soon... i made probably one of the biggest personal mistakes ive made in years.... and to top it off... im an asshole and for the first time in years i am wishing death upon myself... yesi wish that i would go to bed tonight andnot wake up tommorow... and i dont say that for attention like i know some people do... i say it b/c i know that its the easiest thing for everybody else i dont have to be in anybodys way on the street... i wont be there to break anymore rules... to come to a store at the last minute and make the clerk wait... i wouldn't be here to say harsh things to people who dont deserve them and hurt thier feelings and be selfish so much so i end up hurting myself more in the end.... god i hate me sometimes then i go and fix a car or sing a gorgeous solo and im proud of myself... im the guy who is there for everybody it seems but really im there for no one.... i hate me rigth now and you should too until further notice