For Shra!
i don't ahve a lot of time so this will be fast and sweet.
the reason I don't have a lot of time is cause I have to leave to a doctors appt. I have to go ask for anti-depressants and confirm my suspicion that I'm not pregnant just crazy. I'm losing it I really am. I can't control a single emotion I'm always mad or crying. the other day i took a shower and poof suddenly I was sobbing my heart and I'm not totally sure why. Patrick flipped cause he heard me by some miracle (the fan was on, water running, door closed and his music up.....i could hear the music... how did he hear me?) Apparently i scared the shit out of him. He's knows how bad I've been and when he heard me crying he thought I was hurt or...hurting myself. Got more good news this morning though. CT scan is free of tumors. just a really serious sinus infection, so i under go day surgery sometime this spring to correct it, then I have to wash my sinuses regularly. So until spring you sick fuckers stay the hell away from me. I can't stand this.
Went back to work oct 22, discovered the position is no longer full time cause the company is slowly running into the ground, I was dropped to 5 hrs a day my first day back not it's 8 hrs a week. Went through hell for a week while the owners were in vegas, can't believe i came out of there with ANY hair at all. Walked off the job monday once I caught up the entire company as much as i could. Then on my way out the door I accepted contract work a couple saturdays a month to do the book work. On contract means I'm casual labour and don't ahve to pay taxes ya for 12/hr tax free. Currently working downtown vancovuer for a recruitment agency on a temp job while giving it the week to hear back from BCAA and audition for permant status as Operations Administor at Absolute. BUT My day is 11.5 hrs with transit travel every day. I'm exhausted. shit ok I have to go...
Long story short, neither of us have worked much in nearly two months, haven't had a vehicle since thanskgiving and have been broke since I went on leave in august.... god this is hard. BUT we still love each other and are both doing whatever we have to to get by, including as many side jobs as possible
the reason I don't have a lot of time is cause I have to leave to a doctors appt. I have to go ask for anti-depressants and confirm my suspicion that I'm not pregnant just crazy. I'm losing it I really am. I can't control a single emotion I'm always mad or crying. the other day i took a shower and poof suddenly I was sobbing my heart and I'm not totally sure why. Patrick flipped cause he heard me by some miracle (the fan was on, water running, door closed and his music up.....i could hear the music... how did he hear me?) Apparently i scared the shit out of him. He's knows how bad I've been and when he heard me crying he thought I was hurt or...hurting myself. Got more good news this morning though. CT scan is free of tumors. just a really serious sinus infection, so i under go day surgery sometime this spring to correct it, then I have to wash my sinuses regularly. So until spring you sick fuckers stay the hell away from me. I can't stand this.
Went back to work oct 22, discovered the position is no longer full time cause the company is slowly running into the ground, I was dropped to 5 hrs a day my first day back not it's 8 hrs a week. Went through hell for a week while the owners were in vegas, can't believe i came out of there with ANY hair at all. Walked off the job monday once I caught up the entire company as much as i could. Then on my way out the door I accepted contract work a couple saturdays a month to do the book work. On contract means I'm casual labour and don't ahve to pay taxes ya for 12/hr tax free. Currently working downtown vancovuer for a recruitment agency on a temp job while giving it the week to hear back from BCAA and audition for permant status as Operations Administor at Absolute. BUT My day is 11.5 hrs with transit travel every day. I'm exhausted. shit ok I have to go...
Long story short, neither of us have worked much in nearly two months, haven't had a vehicle since thanskgiving and have been broke since I went on leave in august.... god this is hard. BUT we still love each other and are both doing whatever we have to to get by, including as many side jobs as possible