Planned to get up at 5. Woke up at 4:30 and in that half hour, I died a thousand deaths.
Got to the site bright and early. I tried to look at nerve papers while pacing around but I ended up putting most of my focus on trying to calm.
Took the test. It was ok. Some of it I just didn't know and had to force myself to accept that and that I would get the question wrong. When the exam got to 100 questions (the minimum) I was praying it would shut off, but it didn't. I admit, I was devastated. I continued to 118.
I exited to the front desk where the lady was folding the print out of my results. I was looking but trying not to look and the glimpse I got was "FAIL." I almost keeled over.
I opened the letter and in big bold caps was "PASS".
I went to the bathroom and cried. I couldn't believe I actually did it. Eight years of work and 150K of debt later. I'm a CRNA. I'm free. Done. I can have my life back. I still can't believe it.
We went to wait for them backstage (the only 2 fools there), but they didn't come out. We did see Angela Basset coming out of Mountaintop (play with Samuel Jackson). Went home after that.