I'd like to erase this week. It was so disheartening. I feel like I would've made better progress if I spent the week in a coma.
I blew all my intubations, couldn't remember the shit I studied so hard this last year, couldn't string together other shit to make a reasonable explanation for WTF I was doing, and just basically looked like a doddering, blithering idiot and incompetent asshole.
*Sigh* Time to go to bed to be ready for more of the same tomorrow.... T___T