The Start of Another Year
2008 has come and gone, and maybe like many I'm happy to see it go. I'm happy to leave that shitty year behind. Way too many bad things happened. A long, and on going hurtful, depressing breakup, way too many little fights, losing those close to me, and saying way too many goodbyes. When I started at castleton I was excited. A new place, new faces, I could forget what happened back at home, and start fresh. Little did I know that things wouldn't work out the way I wanted. I couldn't do it. I had to stay at home, because I don't focus on my work there when I know things here aren't okay. Thats why I took an LOA. and at times I wished I hadn't had done that. and then other times I think it was the best thing for me. Now I guess I'm on my way of getting into CCV, and still looking for a job. Right now I keep thinking that a job is more important then school, but I'm just being pushed towards school more than a job. It's just frusterating. So I do hope that 2009 is so much better than 2008. But right now it's not looking like it. I"ve already had heartbreak, and I'm too weak to walk away.