why do I waste my time on you?

Mar 13, 2009 19:38


why, just why do I believe everything you say. 'everythings going to be alright' 'i love you'. nothings true. you lie and lie and lie. I can't tell the truth out of  your mouth anymore. it's just fighting and fighting and fighting. you trying to make me jealous all the time doesn't work. I"m not jealous of you, I have no reason to be. what exactly have you got that I don't? oh that right, too bad I'm not ready. I won't be for awhile and that's all your fault. I know I should stop blaming things on you, the reasons why I keep going back to him, and the reasons why I can't be in a relationship, but I'm not ready to fix things with you yet. I'm not ready to talk. As my mom says, I need to fix things with him before I even start really talking to you. It's just not worth it. You basically told me not to call you. Thanks, your a fucking wonderful person. There's gonna be people like you always in my life, and I hate that. because I just want you out. I want you gone. you've done nothing but make a mess of my life, and of others lives. You have no ambition, and you just dont care about anyone but your self. You have never supported me and  you never will. you think every idea that comes out of my mouth is a horrible one, just because you didn't come up with it on your own. I hate that, and I hate you. I want you gone.

*This is about two people only.
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